Monday, January 25, 2010

42 Hari : Bodoh!


Disini ada orang bodoh
Menanti terus menanti
Tanpa tau yang dinanti tidak mahu sampai

Disini ada orang bodoh
Berdiri dan terus berdiri
Tanpa tau yang tidak ada yang mahu menyorong kerusi
Beri duduknya

Disini ada orang bodoh
Menangis dan terus menangis
Tanpa tahu tidak ada yang mahu menyapu air matanya

Bodoh sungguh bodoh


...............................................


Sunyi. Takut
Gelap.Suram

Resah.Sayu
Duka. Air Mata

Hancur.Roboh
Ranap.Habis

Perit. Luka
Sakit.Perih

Beri aku kuat, TUHAN
Beri aku sehari, cukup
Buat aku hilang 42 hari sedih

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Jika

jika engkau pergi...
bulan dan bintang tetap masih di langit...
jika engkau pergi...
air mengalir takkan berhenti...
jangan khuatir tentang diriku...kujanji takkan merinduimu!
+copy paste dr Johannis Status

Friday, January 15, 2010

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Tangan Kaku, Kuku Biru


Kukunya yang biru bukan kerana fantasi
Jiwanya sudah dilelong semalam di tepi jalan
Tika longlai tubuhnya saat melepas jiwa itu pergi
Nafasnya turut hilang
Lalu tangannya kaku di situ
Ratusan mata yang tertancap padanya
Puluhan mulut menebar cerita
Tapi tiada satu pun yang berani menghulur tangan

Tangan kaku & kuku birunya tiada siapa yang peduli
Raganya sudah roboh
Mana bisa ditampung
Nafasnya tumpah
Jiwanya dilelong terbang

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Jiwa d'Beli


Saat putih jernih itu tumpah
Hatinya berdarah merah
Bibir getar menahan pilu

Celaka apakah ini?
Merentap jantungnya hingga ke nadi
Meninggal perit sampai sudah

Benamkan semua percaya
Kalau itu lebih mudah
Robohkan semua Kota Kata
Biar si tukang bicara manis jadi tolol dengan ABC
Biar semua sudah tidak pegang pada percaya
Dan biar material itu jadi jiwa

Saturday, January 09, 2010

Simpan D'Senyap


Bila sampai satu masa
Saya tak mahukan apa-apa
Saya tak pedulikan apa-apa

Bila satu masa
Yang saya percaya itu lebur
Yang saya sanjung itu roboh

Bila satu masa
Saya persis tongong
Saya persis batu

Bila satu masa
Saya hilang
Saya pergi

Bila satu masa itu sampai
Jangan cari saya
Saya sedang simpan diri saya dalam senyap
Laci senyap buat saya simpan semua luka saya

Saya simpan d'senyap

Friday, January 08, 2010

Everybody Hate Raymond!




After the meeting today...
Everyone say...
'i want to resign'
'im going to take MC today' etc
(all the negative stuff/idea come out)
it because of my new boss...i dont like him also!

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

Fuh! Lega ~ tak boleh control senyum


Pegawai Kebudayaan B41

Saya lulus exam tu!

berbulan-bulan tunggu

ber'stage2' exam

at last....

sekarang saya sedang tunggu interview call dari SPA

yang tu last stage! ~ final

serius, malam ni mesti boleh tidur dengan lena!

mungkin lebih lena dari biasa (",)

Hari ni senyum saya sampai telinga

Hari ni semua saya nampak berbunga-bunga

Hari ni semua warna-warni, hitam nampak macam 'pink','purple'



Tuesday, January 05, 2010

5 days after New Year

5th Jan 2010. 5 days. Time fly so fast, can you believe it?

As last year, I didn’t celebrate New Year. During the New Year eve, I have a conversation with Fadzrina using YM, she ask me what I plan for New Year celebration? I replied that I will seat in front of TV, and she will do the same tonight. Then we laugh because both of us sound old!
I don’t have time to think about New Year celebration, what I have in mind actually is just to lay back, rest, relax and hug my pillow. I need rest because on 1st Jan evening I have rehearsal at 6pm and most of us thought that we going to finish at 8pm, but due to changes that we have to made for the show which going to take part on 2nd & 3rd Jan 2010 our rehearsal ended around 9pm.

Im still busy with a few programs on this month, still busy, still waiting for my exam result (berdebar tp buat-buat cools ~ kadang macam meroyan gak sebab aku bukak webpage tu tiap2 pagi)

This month also have a few birthdays to wish

My sis Intan ~ on 1st Jan
My mentor Janet Pillai ~ on 3rd Jan
My childhood friend Nora ~ on 4th Jan
My buddy during primary school ~ 12th Jan

This month I will going back to Johor on 15th till 18th Jan, to discuss about my future plan with the family.

This month Proscenium Theater Club (my journey start from here) will come to USM Penang to perform on 22nd & 23rd Jan also.

I got one song that i love to dance & sing now (this song dah lama keluar since last 2008, cuma sekarang famous kat Malaysia,kat Taiwan pagi-pagi semua kedai dah pasang lagu ni)
This cute, sweet, comel khas untuk The Boyfriend (Mr FR)


Nobody ~ Wonder Girls

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, it's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody (2x)

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.

A few photos from a few photographer during Kotai Penang Musical Drama at Esplaned on 2nd Jan 2010