Fantasy to Reality

Tadi exam amali Pegawai Kebudayaan B41 selesai sekitar jam 2.30 petang. Saya jangka waktunya akan selesai lebih lambat, tapi mujur calon yang sepatutnya 14 orang cuma 6 orang sahaja yang hadir. Mungkin Tuhan mahu mudahkan lorong rezeki untuk saya. Tadi pagi saya tidur jam 3 pagi, terima sms dari The Boyfriend jam 3.50 pagi (saya baca sms kamu jam 6.30pagi) mahu khabarkan yang dia sudah selamat sampai Taiping ~ rumah The Boyfriend di sana. Debaran saya tak hilang sampailah dikenalkan dengan panel penemuduga. Sangat gigil+ ketar, sumpah! Sangat cuak, tapi macam biasa buat-buat cool, hehe. Sayakan Drama Teacher dan juga perancang pelaburan. Kalaulah masa ni anak murid atau client saya tengok, apa agaknya reaksi mereka? Ujian pertama bermula, bahagian sastera. Saya kena buat satu puisi dalam masa 10 minit. Sekurang-kurangnya 20 perkataan mesti ditulis. Tajuknya ada 3 pilihan ~ sila pilih. Saya pilih Bersatu Teguh, Bercerai Roboh. Ini yang sempat saya fikir dalam debaran yang masi...

.:during Jom Makan rehearsal:. Time : 1.11 am @ my Blackberry time (as I did +15 mins early so u guys pls -15 mins back ya ~ for real time) Mode : Happy + Excited + Tired Actually i was promise the boyfriend that i will sleep early tonight. He said make sure i home early after DUSTA rehearsals and had enough sleep as i have exam tomorrow. But i cant! Yeah...im so nervous right now, not blur..just a lot of thing running inside my head. My mind already told me that im supposed to sleep but this alter ego is always lead me when im in this kind of situation. I'm browsing around to get any input regarding public speech as much as i can. the exam that im going to sit is SPA8 for Cultural Officer B41 position. i really want that job...give me hard i will put 200% effort for that responsibilty ~ trust me! I have something to announce (take a deep breath) Jom Makan Musical Show called to delay to 21 Dec 2009 ~ i sangat sedih ok! the show is supposed going to take part in Penang Event thi...

::Karlene and Me:: Happy 1st Anniversary to Ms Karlene! 19th October 2009 I glad to have YOU around I glad YOU always be with me whenever i need YOU I promise to take care of YOU I promise to keep YOU clean I promise to drive YOU carefully! Sorry because YOU have to listen all d things come out from my mouth (sing,cry,laugh,talk,scream,curse etc) Thanks Ms Karlene to be with me!

Hye you guys out there! How was your day? Last week a lot of wonderful things happen. Catch new movie in cinema? I do watch this 3 movies on last week. Having Deeparaya celebration in school. Jom Makan Musical (my next coming show) goes smoothly ~ thanks for the production team, they are AWESOME! :The 3 Movies ~ makes me laugh,cry & scream:: Here is DeepaRaya Celebration at FISP The joy we celebrate as one world! What can i say, Life is Great! (pinjam tagline Great Eastern). We can make our life's great. We are the one who make a choice. Put fears aside and keep our dream Alive ~ ini spirit word yg selalu saya guna bila saya mula ragu nak buat satu benda. UPDATE Jom Makan Musical - sudah complete kareografinya, lagu sudah dihafal dengan jaya, team members yg selalu datang latihan lebih awal dari waktu yang sepatutnya,dan mahu pulang lambat serta mahu extra latihan (amat komited mereka ini termasuk saya) producer yang selalu memerhati kami berlatih harap anda senang hati. Kon...

BIAR Biar dia dibenam hidup-hidup dalam kenangan tak sudah. Biar nanti bilanya dia bangkit, ada kuat yang dia bawa. Biar dia dirantai kunci ketat-ketat dalam rantai mimpi. Biar nanti bila dia mampu jaga, ada harapan yang dia pikul. Biar dia diasak-asak dalam sengsara hidup. Biar nanti bila dia mati, ada cerita yang mampu jadi hikayat. C.U.K.U.P - CUKUP!!!! Jangan hulur simpati Jangan hulur tanganmu Dia sudah CUKUP jadi manusia Yang pernah ditidakkan wujudnya Yang satu masa dulu disampahkan kata-katanya Yang boleh diinjak-injak pendiriannya Dia sudah cukup belajar Hatinya sudah CUKUP lumat Biar dia, kalaupun dia terbiar Biar dia mati sepi dari hidup sengsara

It been so long I didn’t fall sleep like last nite. It’s like a thousand times better than I had curry mee at OLDTOWN ( this shop sell the best curry mee in town ~ I vote for them ). Yesterday, after back from school I drop by at Tesco Sg Dua, just because I want to buy Portuguese Egg Tart at King Confectionery (btw I fall in love with this Egg Tart since I’m 11 years old) What can I say is yummy! After that I head to USM, meeting my client there, nothing much but something precious for me, just happen I close one case (that person apply for investment link, hopefully the transaction is success) ~ amin… But most part yang paling I tak tahan is the guard who never speak to me (this guard always smile at me whenever he bump into me– what can I do just smiling back la kan…takkan nak sombong plak) but yesterday he so brave and find the way how to have long conversation with me. I’m late for my appointment la pak cik! Luckily another guard saw me and she told me that my client waiting me...

1 :: Aku belum agung dalam masa Masih di sampahkan ditepi jalan bahagia Masih berteman sepi Masih juga dilatam rasa Sudah jauh ditinggal dalam gaung derita :: after raining here the rainbow come its like fairytale like fantasy story hope the Luvvy Fairy with me always (yang sentiasa percaya pada cinta, walau cinta yang mahu bagi sudah hilang yang mahu berbagi kasih sudah luput hatinya tetap penuh cinta) 2 :: Love, Luv, Luvvy Duvie, Dovvy Come Right Onto My Door Knock Knock Knock May I be Your Valentine? 3 :: Miss Mussy Missy Smartineer+Bootylicious Tick Tick Tock I Beg Your Pardon, May You Come Closer? 4 :: Good Goodie Goody We Are Right Combination You Came On Right Time Please be with me all the time 5 :: Hold my hand walk along the road Close your eyes Hear me in the dark I'll be with you forever darl... This one for sweet october