Fantasy to Reality

Sepet Yang Comel

2012-01-25T11:16:00.003+08:00

Layankan gambar-gambar Sepet yang comel ni.
I mula ambil alih jaga sepet ni since lepas raya haji.
Makin hari dia semakin nakal and bertambah-tambah manja...

Kat tempat kerja pun rindu kat Sepet.

Kawan-kawan kat ofis ni pun dah familiar dengan Sepet.

Layankan Sepet tengok TV di link ni

Preparation Story Part 1

2012-01-24T11:19:00.006+08:00

This is kind of 'basi' post, but I still want to share as this is consider my diary.
So at least I can recall this at anytime .

My E day was plan in unplanned.
It was quit last minute arrangement but me & Farih was prepared few things 1st, so at least tak kelam kabut. So takde la nak habiskan duit at one time. Actually, ada few thing yang I and farih dah beli sikit-sikit. Lagipun I was busy juggling my working time, business and my interest/activities.

So semuanya dibuat dengan sederhana dan biasa-biasa saja.

1 ) Baju untuk majlis pertunangan
actually I ada dinner on 9th Dec, and looking for new dress, theme untuk malam tu is white, red, gold & black. masa cari baju tu tak terfikir pun yang baju tu akan dipakai untuk majlis bertunang. tapi bila beli baju tu warnanya putih plain, so ada idea nak tambah beads, so I cari beads and pearl utk tambahkan seri baju tu. Bila dah tgk baju tu mcm cantik je, So I pun terfikir why not guna je baju ni untuk majlis bertunang. Tak payah nak membazir-bazir beli baju lain. Cuma lepas dinner tu I tambah kan lace biru to align with my engagement theme, which is blue paradise + white.

2 ) Hantaran
Macam biasalah, adat bertunang Melayu mesti ada hantaran or pertukaran hadiah berupa manisan-manisan, kuih muih and barang-barang yang kita rasa perlu. Jadi dari pihak I untuk lelaki, kebanyakan sumbangan dari my cousin, my aunty & few friends. Kawan I yg kerja di crocodile tu bagi voucher RM200 untuk shopping, kebetulan masa nak redeem tu kebanyakan barang ada diskaun 50%. Memang berbaloi-baloi lah. Songket untuk dibuat samping and baju nikah nasib baik dah beli awal-awal. Hiasan hantaran definetly my idea. I nak simple je. I suka tengok 'bunga dip' so I manage untuk buat bunga dip, then just tambah daun silver white (beli kat SSF) plus with ribbon, pearl and crystal ball.
So terhasillah rekaan yang seperti di bawah.

Nanti sambung lagi on part II k...daaa

Welcoming New Year

2012-01-23T11:03:00.003+08:00

Today is Chinese New Year for Lunar calendar, and just behind 23 days after New Year 2012, just nearly months away after Christmas and nearly 2 months for Awal Muharram 1433.

New Year oh New Year!
Semua org sibuk buat azam baru walau azam lama macam tak tertunai-tunai lagi.
For me, I just nak jadi kan hari ini lebih baik dari yang semalam. Jadi anak yang baik untuk ibu bapanya, jadi kakak yg baik dan boleh jadi contoh untuk adik-adik, jadi pekerja yg rajin, siapkn kerja dgn sempurna, jadi hamba yang taat untuk Pencipta-Nya.

Semua org mahukan yang terbaik untuk diri masing-masing. Ada ke yg azam tahun ni nak buat jahat?

Anyway hope semua azam tercapai, semua impian terlaksana & semua doa dimakbulkan..

Skrg I tgh busy untuk yang ini, exclusive preview will be on 9th Feb at UCSA and the performance will be at Beijing, China.

*keja ari ni & esok, although penat travel tak hilang lagi :)

When South meet North

2011-12-27T13:31:00.007+08:00

25 Dec 2011 bersamaan 29 Muharram tahun hijrah 1433

Thanks a lot to my parents, family & friends especially for Fadz, Ratna, Fedos & Faizul who always beside me whatever happen.

To my Abi sayang - Muhammad Farih - I will love you forever & ever.

Layan photo je boleh? tak berkesempatan nak bercerita lagi :)

DIY

2011-12-14T18:51:00.005+08:00

Mase ni wedding Fadz on 3rd Dec

Baju kain lycra yang simple tu I jahit pearl, beads and simple lace

DIY hand Bouquet

Bunga Dip - Blue paradise

Masa untuk siapkan 1 tangkai tak sampai dalam 1 jam.

Actually, tinggal beberapa hari untuk melangkah ke next level.

Jadi banyak persiapan yang I buat sendiri. Ada yang tanya, kenapa DIY. Beli dah siap kan senang?

Tapi bg I, buat sendiri lebih puas hati. lagipun bila kita ada idea and ada capability untuk buat, why not kan?

I lebih prefer untuk buat sendiri dari menempah atau mengharapkan orang.

Venue untuk E day ni pun I pilih untuk buat kat kampung halaman my mum kat Kedah.

My mum anak bongsu, so semua adik beradik dia glad to help and I memang nak orang yang dekat dgn I share this happiness.

So, majlis besar biarlah di Johor kat my own house.

Insyaallah, I akan upload more lepas majlis nanti (",)

~ doakan semua berjalan lancar ~

Someone like him

2011-11-18T19:04:00.004+08:00

I wish I could reverse back the clock, but its for sure impossible.
I wish I not meet someone like him agian.
I was blessed as I meet Farih, who are totally opposite him.
My tears can be drop when I heard this song. Allah heard me.

Adele - Someone Like You
I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light
I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away
I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face
and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away
I couldn't fight
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Pray the best for us - will love him forever

Magic Words

2011-11-16T19:36:00.005+08:00

Whenever you have a situation required people to assist you. Do put the 'magic' word in front of your sentence. People will more than happy to help you by you say that 'magic' word.

This is a reminder to all human being to be nice to others.

The Magic Word

follow by this

And

People will remember how nice you are.

Syukur

2011-10-18T18:40:00.007+08:00

Ada masanya kita terlalu banyak waktu untuk kita sia-siakan dan ada masanya kita merasakan betapa singkatnya waktu untuk kita lakukan segala-galanya.

Sayangnya, sedikit yang merasakan syukur untuk kesuntukan masa yang kita ada.

Meluangkan masa untuk yang tersayang adalah satu masa yang sangat indah.

Menggenapi mimpi yang kian nyata, menghitung waktu yang kian hampir.

Kasih sayang yang tidak bertepi, ucapan syukur untuk segalanya.

Sepet, si kucing comel buat peneman Abi.

Syukur, dia ditemukan dengan Abi untuk dijaga dan disayangi.

Jealous

2011-09-28T20:12:00.008+08:00

Sumber - Fadz FB

This is the most funny & hilarious post in FB that I voted this week!

HB@28

2011-08-27T16:43:00.004+08:00

see? all the wishes pasted all over my desk.

28 on last 26th August

What can I say

Wiser & Bold

Thanks to all my colleague for the wishes.

Thanks for the crazy sign given to me.
But, I am not that crazy leader to do all the things my own way!

Last but not least,

Thanks to En Abi for the treat too.

Love you more & more.

...

SALAM EID MUBARAK

MINAL AIDZIN WAL FAIDZIN

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

Genting Getaway

2011-08-12T18:29:00.011+08:00

The food yang sangat sedap.

Ketam masak cili.

Seaweed soup.

Telur Goreng bersayur.

Ikan Talapia Hitam

Sayur kacang panjang goreng

Bumper boot yang best!

En Abi menunjukkan ke'jelous'an nya...hehehe

Abi..next time kita pegi sama ya!

Sebelum naik Bumper Boot, kena timbang berat dulu.

Kepada yang lebih 75kg, tak boleh naik.

Ramai jugak yang frust.

Layankan gambar je...

Last 22nd July I ke Genting bercuti sambil melawat si 'kecik' Husna bersama 2 orang bodyguard, Fedos & Pejul.

Percutian yang paling seronok walaupun dah naik tempat ni berkali-kali.

Thanks to Husna sebab menaja dinner, breakfast & lunch....semua makanan sedap, especially lunch time tu.

Dinner Buffet di 'Selera Kampung'

Breakfast di Hainam Cafe.

So sapa2 dari utara ni nak ke genting boleh gunakan lebuhraya dari Penang hingga ke exit Tg Malim, dari Tg Malim boleh terus je sampai jumpa Kuala Kubu Bharu, then Batang Kali then sampai la Genting. Lebih kurang 4 jam perjalanan. Kalau gunakan Myvi memang sangat jimat. Petrol dalam RM100 untuk pegi dan balik. Tol dalam RM75 plus dengan bridge tol.

Sebenarnya tak ada lah sangat yang menarik, cuma bila kita dikelilingi kawan-kawan yang baik dan hidup yang baik, semua akan jadi baik & indah.

Oh! ye Selamat Berpuasa!

Selamat mengumpul sebanyak pahala dan amalan di bulan ini.

What a life?

2011-07-29T01:19:00.003+08:00

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.

Life is beauty, admire it.

Life is bliss, taste it.

Life is a dream, realize it.

Life is a challenge, meet it.

Life is a duty, complete it.

Life is a game, play it.

Life is a promise, fulfill it.

Life is sorrow, overcome it.

Life is a song, sing it.

Life is a struggle, accept it.

Life is a tragedy, confront it.

Life is an adventure, dare it.

Life is luck, make it.

Life is too precious, do not destroy it.

Life is life, fight for it.

Mother Theresa Quote

Lazy Sunday

2011-07-24T12:16:00.003+08:00

Breakfast di taja oleh Husna

Bersama penaja percutian ~ Cik Husna

Morning Penang! (walaupun waktu sekarang adalah tengahari)

I'm just back from me'release'kan stress di puncak dan ber'AL' 4 hari.

Jadi mari kita bermalas-malasan di hari Ahad yang syahdu, makan makanan yang tak perlu bersusah payah untuk dimasak sambil melayan korean movie.

This is teaser ye...full story tunggu sehingga mood cuti hilang.

Selamat bermalas-malasan.

My Sis & Aki Acompany

2011-07-17T22:43:00.006+08:00

This is candid by En Abi at Tutti Frutti

Nadya is my 2nd sisters who 5 years younger than me, she just graduated.

So, last weeks she's coming to Penang to try her luck to find a job here.

I was excited, at least I ada kawan kat rumah nak bercakap. Actually I jumpe my sis ni last raya tahun lepas, lama kan? macam lah jauh sangat, padahal within Malaysia je. Tapi ye la...I kat Penang, she pulak study kat Pahang. Bila I balik Johor, dia pulak tak cuti.

Bila lama tak jumpa ni, mestilah banyak cerita nak share. sampaikan I tiap-tiap malam tidur jam 2a.m sebabkan dengar dia bercerita. Tapi seronok gile!

Sampaikan cerita masa kecik-kecik semua keluar. Lepas tu ketawa macam apa.

Tapi ni dia dah balik to attend an interview kat Johor, hope dia dapat!

Ape pun I doakan dia dapat kerja yang sesuai & harap sangat dia dapat kerja kat Penang, boleh stay dengan I :)

Me with Aki Uehara

Cuba teka umur Aki berapa?

Dia ni memang awet muda tau!

Aki is one of my Japanese friend. It almost 2 years that I didn't see her. She was studying her Master at USM since last 2005 (if im not mistaken) then we always work together in Penang heritage program. She is very good musician. In Japan she's teaching Music for young children. Lepas dia balik Jepun last 2009, I dengan dia cuma communicate kat Facebook je, so bila dia bagi tau dia cuti 2 minggu kat Malaysia, memang I excited la nak jumpa minah Jepun ni. Jangan tak tau dia fasih cakap bahasa melayu.

Masa mula-mula kenal dia dulu, I ingat dia tak fasih sangat. So sms dia pun dalam english, masa tu I was live near by dengan dia punya rumah, nak arrange nak jemput dia, dia reply 'hang nak amik pukul berapa?...I was like, 'hang??? wah minah ni kalah aku yang duk Penang. She use to guna words macam 'sat' , 'pi' 'hang', senang kata simple Penang la. En Abi kata, kalau bahasa Melayu pasar tu dia tak heran sangat, tapi kalau loghat Penang tu macam pelik la kan.

Masa jumpa Aki last Thursday, dia request kat I nak makan nasi kandar. So, I bawak dia pegi Kayu Nasi Kandar dekat dengan Bukit Jambul! Tengok betapa, Penang nya Aki.

Aki wanna bring her student to perform in Malaysia, somewhere on next year. Might be in KL & Penang. Nanti kalau jadi, I announce ye.

En Abi dan Tutti Frutti yang dia tak suka (konon je)

Ape pun thanks pada En Abi yang membawa kitorang jalan-jalan ye.

Bertukar Selera & Minat

2011-07-14T11:29:00.006+08:00

Hari ni Misi I adalah nak masak spaghetti untuk En Abi.

Macamane Misi ni boleh timbul? Sebelum ni mana ada isu dia nak makan spaghetti kan?

Dia ni jenis tak suka western apatah lagi spaghetti.

Macamni, last Tuesday I dgn En Abi & my sister decide nak tengok wayang, but tak decide nak tengok cerita apa. Me & my sister memang tak nak tengok transformers, mcm-mcm la I bagi alasan kat En Abi, citer robot tu nanti mesti kecewakan I dgn my sis (sebab both of us tak follow sangat) Takut gak rugi duit je, sebab rata-rata review kata tak best. Tapi En Abi biasalah, kalau dia nak yang tu yang tu jugak la dia (same goes to our baju nikah - I yg kena mengalah tau! tp nasib baik dia pandai cover balik)

So at last I dgn my sister & En Abi pun tgk la citer di bawah ni dalam hati yang agak berat.

Optimus Prime yang menawan kalbu (ape kes malam tu mimpi dia ni?)

Tapi sebelum nak pegi tengok ni, mesti la nak kena isi perut dulu, sebabnya lepas balik kerja terus ke Ist Avenue. En Abi pulak dari Taiping lepas settle hal kedai terus ke Penang sebab nak amik I balik kerja. Sian tau dia, berkejar-kejar sampai tak sempat makan.

Then, pilih tempat makan pun dah amik masa nak decide, ye la En Abi kan tak makan western. 1st Avenue pulak full dengan western food. So, I decide makan kat Kenny Rogers sebab I ada voucher Kenny Rogers yang tak redeem lagi, alang-alangkan tak payah guna duit pun!

Masa pilih menu plak, I dgn my sis mmg terasa nak makan spaghetti. En Abi makan sandwiches je. Punyalah dia tak berapa nak makan. Pastu, masa makan mestilah bertukar-tukar rasa kan?

I pun bagi sikit spaghetti tu kat En Abi suh rasa, jual mahal u! Tak nak katanya...I kan degil, paksa jugak-jugak...then dia mengalah sebab I kata (ke ugut??) I dah ikut dia pegi tengok Transformers. The moment spaghetti tu masuk mulut dia, 'sedapppp' tu ayat pertama yang I dengar tau! (betul ke tak betul?)

At last bertukar pinggan, spaghetti tu dia conquer...nyesal I!

Abis makan, he said 'Yang, pasni masak spaghetti eh?' ( kalau tak setiap weekend tu mesti nasi yang dia mintak suh masak kan - actually sebab nak jimat duit, I memang selalu masak kan untuk En Abi tapi tengok lah tahap penat & busy macamane)

After dinner, its Movie time!

I dgn My sis memang dah mcm x berapa nak focus (duk bisik-bisik berdua) & En Abi muka excited tak bleh blah! jap senyum jap serius...tak faham!

Mula-mula 10 minutes tu, bosan lah...but after that I was excited gila sampai part Ironhide kena bunuh dgn Sentinel Prime tu I boleh nangis tau..macam tak percayakan?

Balik dari movie I kena perli dengan En Abi, takpe we all tied 1-1 sebab I dah suka Transformers dia plak dah suka Spaghetti.

Misi hari ni balik ni nak masak Spaghetti untuk En Abi, in exchanged En Abi bagi kat I Transformer 1 & 2. Nak tengok sampai abis.

Macam tak percaya je kami dah tukar minat ni :)

Guys, I smell the weekend, do you?

Spaghetti Bolognaise yang menawan hati En Abi

Pic sumber SINI

Futsal Fever & Georgetown Festival

2011-07-05T12:21:00.009+08:00

He always smile at me & say spirit words to me

This is my big boss son - he said to me 'he is boy!'

Comel kan anak Korea ni, rambut lembut gila.

Waiting for the giving price ceremony

The manager team - Overweight & Out of Shape Team

The game

Kick the ball!

The Group Photo

After the game

DBA - Dell Beauties in Action

Last week another hectic week.

8.30am till 2.30pm I have Team building to attend, it was fun & first time ever the department having such program.

We have 10 Male groups & 4 Female groups.

So we have around 20 games to play. Memang sweating gila-gila la, sebab lama tak main futsal ni. Some of them memang tak biasa main but semua enjoy & really put effort to win the game.

In the end of the day is not about winning the competition but it is about us being in group & team spirit that we shows to others.

Then from 3.00pm till 6pm, I having a pilot run for heritage project for Georgetown Heritage Festival. This is for celebrating George Town World Heritage Site Celebration (click & LIKE this FB page to find out more) & you can go the Blog as well - Georgetown World Heritage Site

Who want to know more about Living Museum all about.

Come & join the program on 9th July 2011, I personally are the researcher & conduct number 5 program ~ Hj Othman Pillai & Son 2nd Hand Treasure Trades.

Contact GWHI to book your pass.

Ramblings of The Week

2011-06-25T17:58:00.004+08:00

::senyum dalam stress::

What will you do, when you have to face unexpected?

Mad, Frustrated, Piss Off, Pleased or Just Stay Cool?

Actually last week isn't a good week for me, a lot of unexpected things happen.

But, I am lucky enough that I have family, friends around & lovely En Abi to help me out...

Ramblings #1

Morning - on Monday, my department have 2 peoples only working that day. After 1 is resign, 2 is moving to another department & 1 is MC.

I work like hell...

Rambling #2

Evening - on Monday, En Abi accident. He drove my car that day on the way to fetch me from work...I am sad, piss off & ......Thanks to Yani for drive me to clinic (I was nervous + my healthy screen shows not really good result)

Triple trouble....

Rambling #3

Morning - on Tuesday, sms from my colleague...2 of them is MC, 1 is migrain and another 1 his infection is comeback after the operation...work alone & I am go crazy.

Rambling #4

those 2 days is dragging me till Friday...but luckily weekend is arrive :)

hope that next week be a better week.

Rambling #5 - Puding Keramel Gula Hangus

Resepi dari my Cousin Zahirah Alias

boleh dapatkan resepi dari sana ye...

Kalau kita susah ada lagi orang yang susah, bersyukur dengan apa yang di beri oleh -Nya.

New Project

2011-06-16T23:49:00.002+08:00

Can't wait for new project coming in.
I know that this project going to eat up all my weekend, but I still happy & excited.
Working with children & young people is something that I really love to do.

Will tell you guys more about it after the meeting tomorrow.
Hint : Living Museum, 100 participants, Curator, Armenian Street & Acheh Street.

Stay tune for more updates.

Dinner

2011-06-13T18:30:00.014+08:00

I had 2 dinner to attend last week. One is for farewell dinner for Seno who resign, his last day on 10th June, so the farewell on Thursday. Johnny's will be our choice, ke my own choice & made ppl agree with me? hahaha....

Actually, that's really sad day for us, although i'm working with him just for few months only, but the cooperation & the hard time that all of us need to go thru is make us really bonding to each other. Because we need each other. This is just a small farewell made for 6 of us. Tak la buat the whole department. Tak sempat nak plan semua tu...

To Seno, don't forget us here..hope that we will meet again when you come back to Penang or we went to Jakarta. The most word his always say when we at cubicle, is 'Chinta, chinta' then he laugh, the other hand he love to sing a song 'Kalau berpacaran'. Selamat kembali kepangkuan keluarga Seno, we know how much you miss your daughter & your wife.

This coming 17th, Yani & Syukri going to left the us as well, because they will move to other department. Gosh! I will miss the moment that we shared together, lunch, outing...yeah! we still can do it again guys, but without Seno.

The food & us

the appetizer is cracker, with cream & salmon egg

Miso Soup, Japan Rice with steam peas, sweet anchovy, eggplant

Salad with fish, shrimp, mushroom, liver, chicken etc
Now I know why Japanese did not easily getting fat. The way they cook is really healthy, less oil. Even the rice just 2 spoons but I can't finish them.

The 2nd dinner is at Pek Leng house, as she back for holiday in M'sia for a month, before she back to Japan. This dinner is attend by me, Yoke Pin, Fathima & Janet because all of us love Japanese food. So, Pek Leng decided to cook for us. 5 of us really had a good time together, we really had a good sharing, listen to the gamelan music & of course good food made by Pek Leng. Actually this dinner is 2 generations dinner as YP, me & Fatima is late 20s besides Janet & Pek Leng is late 50s. Imagine the gap? but luckily, we had same thing to talk about.

People who live in Minden Height area will know how this house look like. When you come in from the gate, the gate is actually is your back house, wet & dry kitchen then the back house is your living room & garden.

The ladies who cannot stop cam-whore :)

'Tabby'

2011-06-09T00:56:00.007+08:00

This is my first time ever blogging using iPad & Samsung Galaxy Tab.

Nowadays a lot of gadget coming out in the market. Memang tak terkejar la dgn technology ni. Actually, IPad ni En Abi punya. I'm not into Apple...luckily im not crazy fan of Apple sbb I rase it's look simple but to me it's complicated, compare dgn Galaxy Tab as I call it her as 'tabby'. I just using both for 2 weeks...what I can say, iPad it's too big to carry compare dgn 'tabby' cuma 7 inch je & when u carry it's rase mcm digital diary je....
Application in iPad kebanyakan berbayar, kalau 'tabby' kebanyakan free...so,jimatlah nak download application & games.

iPad dont have camera, so if you nak upload photo u have to use URL, compare dgn 'tabby' ada kamera.
So, I prefer 'tabby', for my mobile internet, organizer, contacts, diary, keep photo, alarm, listen to music n you can using Think free office to keep your document.

Bila using this kind of gadget, kalau you tgh tunggu sape2 ke tak la bosan sangat, boleh main game or dgr music while waiting kan...at first time tu I bukan jenis orang yang gila gadget, even phone pun I tggu rosak teruk or hilang je baru I rasa nak ganti. But, I've been spoiled dgn En Abi semenjak dua menjak ni....phone BB tu baru brp bulan beli, now new gadget to play around.

Ape pun, En Abi...I suka 'tabby' compare dgn iPad, thanks tau bagi experience both tablets...sorry sebab marah you, masa you mula2 bagi tu I rase mcm membazir je duit beli gadget ni semua....but now I'm in love dgn 'tabby'. thanks jugak sebab pilihkan cover wane pink :)

p/s continue main Angry Birds version Rio :)

Half the Other Half

2011-05-31T23:57:00.003+08:00

From Google

Its June coming!

I have few Do List in hand

Time running so fast. I didn't believe that its gonna be half year already

Oh! its like dream

'Kursus Kahwin' is Checked

2nd Level : Completed

3rd Level Coming in

Pray that I can do the best in this quarter ~ as my workplace tomorrow is our 1st day in Q2

Its really important before my performance review on Dec/Jan to meet Q4

I have a lot of things to share here, but my time is too constraint currently.

Hope that I can share it on the next June.

See ya!

Kelalaian Yang Sukar Dimaafkan

2011-05-17T00:25:00.004+08:00

Mak aihhh...panjang tajuk...

I memang agak emo malam ni, sebab ada sekumpulan orang buat kelalaian yang pada I susah dimaafkan.

My ex classmate in high school, actually is 6 months in her pregnancy. She expecting a twin on last May, but unfortunately because of this group of staff in government hospital, ask her to come over & reduce water. So when she got there the doctor & the nurse helping her to reduce the water, when the water is nearly 1.5liter, my friend did ask, is it ok to stop now? but the doc/nurse said that its ok, so my friend was curious but just leave it la..ya la, doc/nurse is expert than us kan? So when it reach about 6 liter, my friend asked again, then the doc said, its ok...I got no experience, so my friend who got experience explained details about it. She said, max to reduce water is 1.5litre. Imagine if 6litre? A lot, right? What happen is, if more water they reduced so the chances for the mother to deliver is high. My friend deliver her 6 months babies on the same day, as we know 6 months babies have low potential to survive. Both twin, pass away after that.

Imagine if we were at her place? Berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu yang memikul.

To me this kind of kecuaian mmg unacceptable but we know that ALLAH knows better what is the best.

To Azliyana a.k.a kepot..wish u get well soon, I know berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu yang memikul....tabahkan hati.....

It's Hard To Be You?

2011-05-15T20:35:00.003+08:00

Dear Sunday,

Why you bring Monday?

From,

Workers

I have hate-love relationship dengan Sunday, serius pagi-pagi memang suka gila, sebab hari tu hari ahad, tapi bila nak masuk jam 8pm jadi benci tau! cuma kadang-kadang je ada perasaan suka & tak sabar bila nak muncul hari isnin. Teruk kan penyakit tu?

I takde lah nak citer pasal hari isnin, selasa, rabu.....dan seterusnya, bak kata Awi Rafael,Aku menunggu dari Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday....

I nak citer pasal org yang suka cakap, 'its hard to be me'.....errrkkkkk, jap...wait a second, 'It's hard to you?'

'you compare to what?' 'patung? 'bunga? 'kipas angin? or 'sofa? (apeasal aku compare dengan sofa?)Jadi sofa susah apa, orang duduk kat atas dia hari-hari kan? terima je orang tu kecik ke besar ke, tinggi ke pendek ke.

Sorry lah, aku memang nak membebel malam ni, sebab aku bengang bila orang kata 'its hard to be me'. Aku percaya semua orang ada 'difficulties' masing-masing. Jadi orang miskin memanglah susahkan, nak fikir esok nak keja cari duit, nak bagi makan anak bini mcmane, jadi orang kaya pun susah, semua nak kena hati-hati, takut orang ambil kesempatan, nak kawan pun kena pilih-pilih gak, kang tak pasal-pasal orang tipu.

See? sape yang tak setuju dengan kenyataan I ni, sila jangan teruskan bacaan. Karang elok2 mood baik jadi moody plak. But whatever lah kan? blog aku aku punye suka...ada aku kesah? hahahaha...

Haih...tolonglah. Pada aku orang yang cakap macam tu, memang jenis tak pikir banyak. Ikut sedap hati je nak cakap, kalau nak praise diri sendiri, janganlah buat benda yang 'murah'. Hidup zaman dulu pun susah, zaman sekarang pun susah. Cuma mentaliti kita, cara kita aturkan hidup tu yang penting. Minta maaf ye, yang cakap ayat tu kat depan I, memang kena khutbahlah depan I. Kalau nak cakap ayat macam tu sila compare kan diri sendiri dengan benda-benda yang tak bernyawa, kalau bernyawa pun waima dengan ayam pun I tetap rasa tak releven. Ingat senang jadi ayam? kena kais tau baru jumpe makanan.

Nak praise diri sendiri tu satu hal, ayat paling tak boleh blah...'susah jadi I ni, ada je orang suka, dah lah semua yang suka I tu anak-anak orang berada' rasa macam nak lempang2 tak pada pelontar suara tu?

Pernah dengar, empathy & sympathy? Empathy is we tried to put ourselves to other people shoes. Kalau dalam lakonan, 'magic if', something like real happen to ourselves. Walaupun sedaya upaya kita cuba faham orang lain dengan CUBA meletakkan kita disituasi orang tu, percayalah...tak akan sama, sebab orang pun selalu kata 'cuba bayangkan kau kat tempat aku sekarang?' cuma boleh bayangkan je lah...rasa tentulah tak kan? Macamana dengan individu yang terpaksa nak bayangkan kesusahan orang lain tu pulak? susah juga kan? sebab dia mungkin terpaksa mengeluarkan ayat-ayat simpati yang berbaur ikhlas tapi belum tentu ikhlas, just nak 'cover' atau memang dia betul-betul simpati sebab sebelum ini dia juga pernah mengalami benda yang sama.

Apapun tak ada sesiapa pun yang tidak melalui perkara-perkara yang sukar, jadi budak kecik pun ada rintangannya. Belajar merangkak, berjalan....semuanya ada kesukaran, jadi hadapilah hidup ini dengan SENYUM, susah, sakit, ujian...semua itu dugaan hidup.

Ada yang kata, kalau jadi budak-budak kan senang, tak payah fikir banyak...haih, meh sini aku lempang!

“The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be” Marcel Pagnol

Sharing is Caring

2011-05-14T00:53:00.012+08:00

Hi peeps,

Happy weekend. Apa plan untuk libur hujung minggu? I jap lagi dalam kul 9am ada Delta Training (tapi sampai sekarang berjaga lagi) hehehehe...

There is nothing special for this entry just wanna share about my finding. Sharing is caring kan?

I wanna to introduce you guys about this Vinegar or in malay Cuka, but this one is 'Cuka Manis'.

I don't want to talk much about it, but you can find more apa khasiatnya VINIGEN di bawah.

Right now Eu Yan Sang ada promotion, the price is RM49 for 2 bottles for normal flavor.

Just 1 table spoon per night, will help you to detox & have flawless skin

keep cold in your fridge

Mase I buat blogwalking I found my colleague in Dell pnye blog Puteri

Dia ni suka make up, So ada la entry pasal tips mekap. Ada pasal Stage promotion, but in first place masa I dgn Shuhada (another team mate) pegi Queensbay memang takde dalam senarai pun nak membeli barang make up.

But while waiting another friend to join us, we went for a window shopping. Tergerak nak masuk Stage.

So, hajat nak saving supaya tak membeli tu memang tak dapat ditahan.

Lihatlah hasil rembatan pecut I. Shuhada pun terikut sama.

Photo Pro Foundation (sesuai utk combination skin + oily skin) just RM18, normal price is RM68.

WonderLip - RM12

WonderLip Balm - RM18 normal price RM40

Grab it while the promotion still on.

This is the most thing yang I paling wonder.

Its something like a balm, apa yang menarik tentang benda ni ialah you can wear when you want go to bed. Its something like mask for your lips. Then, next morning you just peel it off the layer on your lips. Then it can renew your lips. Tips dari Nick (sales promoter yang baik hati) 10 minutes before wear it, you all letak kat fridge at the egg compartment.

Please noted this one is matte not glossy, you can apply it after applying the lipstick so its not going be so matte.

Happy Weekend you alls!

Enjoy This Video DELL Headquarters having Flash Mob with Emulex

Waiting them to reach DELL APCC Penang

Flash Mob 1

Flash Mob 2

Laketown Resort

2011-05-10T00:49:00.010+08:00

Here is the place for my team building last weekend

Tiada apa yang menarik melainkan kepanasan cuaca yang mengigit kulit & kegilaan perwatakan manusia yang terpisah dari tugasan pejabat yang menghimpit otak pekerja-pekerja DELL setiap hari.

Mana taknya, bayangkan dalam dewan our Big Big Boss boleh main baling belon yang berisi air masa orang lain tgh concentrate dgr arahan dari our committee member. Gila-gila kan?

Tak termasuk lagi gelagat dia menyapu krim sun block.

But the most part yang I ter'speechless' mase lucky draw, he is lucky because draw his own name, 1st prize plak tu, but he giving in the chance to another people.

Apepun, serius I happy sangat dengan this teambuilding sebab selain mengeratkan silaturrahim antara staff, boleh gak tgk gelagat-gelagat bos bila diluar waktu pejabat.

Aktiviti yang menarik, menguji minda & membakar lemak!

HatYai Story Part II

2011-04-30T12:26:00.031+08:00

Sun rise with the bright smile - Welcoming Us

Sumber dari SINI

We reach Changlun, Kedah around 7.30am. Had our 2nd breakfast (baru jalan 3 jam dah ada 2nd breakfast) & get our passport to prepare the arrival & departure pass before it submit to Thai border. After 30 minutes we reach Bukit Kayu Hitam, Malaysia custom. After screening (you can choose whether to use normal screening, means go to the counter or auto screening is like you have to pass one machine look like a train pass commuter, put the passport then place your right thumb until it turn to green)

After that, our group sampai kat border pass Thai, bring all the bag that bring in then go to the counter to get the passport to chop. If you go by a group the chop is free, but if you go by individual you have to pay RM1 per chop.

When you reach the border you can feel the Thai already sebab sempadan Thai memang meriah, you can see all the women sells the food in every road side. That area call Dannok. We had to move to Sadao then reach & Hat Yai, Songkhla which is a metropolitan area located in South Thai.

Thai time is 1 hour later than Malaysia. First place that we go, mestilah hotel kan...check in, put all the bag there, prepare for the tour. We stay at Siam Center Hotel the price deluxe room is around RM70 per night. The first impression about the town is Hat Yai sgt bersih. Dekat roadside memang susah nak ada sampah. Kami ke Market, that place is the place for shopping, actually there is a building which divide by two side, pasar kering where they sells fruits, dry food, handbag, clothes & the other side is wet market, sells the beef, chicken & vegetables. Normally in Malaysia, after the wet market you can see all the waste is like everywhere & the smell like urrgghhh...but there is so impressing, sebab all the seller put the waste in one plastic bag & they put by themselves into the big dustbin. After the pasar is like MPPP in our country just come by took the big dustbin & sweep little bit only. Some seller might be not put the waste into the dustbin but they gether all the waste in one place then the so call 'MPPP' took it after that.

Hat Yai bersih walaupun byk stall dekat roadside & I tak worry nak makan hawkers food! because they are clean & one thing some of kedai makan masak dekat belakang kan? but in Hat Yai you can see they cook in front of you & you no need to worry how they cook the dishes.

HatYai town, you can see Honda & Toyata is like Perodua or Proton in M'sia.

Their public transport is Tuk-Tuk,very fast & its Daihatsu 850cc only.

Rate within town is 20bhat per person during day time & 30bhat at nite time, but still can discount!

After had a window shopping at Market, walk along to wet market then we went to Lee Garden Plaza, is one of a shopping complex in Hat Yai. You can see all the fashionable clothes & Shoes Made in Thailand there. Lagi satu, kita akan dapat lihat keterbukaan mereka menjual barangan. Senapang / pistol angin dijual terbuka & is a full set tau no need a license to buy it!

Our first food in HatYai is Thai Chicken Rice, Beras Siam taste agak different dgn our beras here. Thats why beras siam mahal & susah nak bawa masuk Malaysia. The sauce pun lain, the combination of Thai Chili & taucu memang taste! Our lunch for two of us is Thai Chicken Rice = 70 bhat = RM7+ Malaysia, Drink 30 bhat = Rm3+ Msia, so all total 100 bhat.

Then we walk along to the city, found the handbag shop all is just 299bhat per bag. All is new arrival & new design from Bangkok. Imagine kedai tu nampak exclusive & full with handbag. All bag is on only 299 bhat! tell me how I can't scream when I see those lovely handbag?? 299 bhat with the soft leather, unique design & the color is oohhh! 299bhat = RM29.90

I sempat beli satu masa brown color tu then next day datang lagi & bought another 1 for Ratna Red color! En Abi memang pening la tengok cara I pilih handbag, semua I try depan cermin. Satu-satu that lady tu bawak tunjuk new design kat I. Biasalah pompuan kan?

Drink it inside the bamboo!

Ice Cream - you can choose which flavor that you want!

Its around the Market area

Floating Market not same like in Bangkok.

They sell mostly fry, lemak & sweet food yang I tak makan, takut balik Malaysia I punye tonsil datang balik.

Then after round the town, we back to hotel sebab dah tak larat nak jalan & is just 1pm only. So back to hotel, rehat till the next program! I watch the Thai TV. Channel dia banyak...then everything in Thai Language even Hollywood movie tau! no translation. Ada satu channel tu memang about the royal wedding Prince Will & Kate je. Commercial Thai memang funny tau! tak faham but from the visual tu memang bleh buat kita ketawa berdekah-dekah.

Then lepas rehat, me & En Abi ke tingkat 2 hotel utk rase Thai Massage! Sesiapa yang ke Hatyai tapi tak cuba diorg pnye massage memang rugi tau! sebab berbaloi-baloi. for 2 of us, 2 hours per person is 480bhat only! means RM24 untuk 2 jam per person. Imagine is a hotel massage, murah kan?

Menariknya Thai Massage ni, you tak payahlah nak segan-segan kena buka baju segala. Dia akan bagi pijama suit & Thai massage tidak memerlukan minyak! Kalau guna minyak pun, minyak tu tak rasa melekit kat badan kita.

6pm in Thai is like 8pm in Malaysia.

After massage we continue our trip with Dinner time & night market! Shopping lagi.

We had our dinner at one kedai makan yang jual tomyam! Dah datang Thai mesti la makan Thai food kan? Our dinner Tomyam putih, Telur Bungkus & Kailan Ikan Masin. Menu biasa, the cost around 300bhat. Kat sini Nasi putih is 20bhat = RM2. Teh Tarik 27bhat = RM2.70. Sape orang penang yang memang tak bleh tinggal roti canai tu harga dia 15bhat = RM1.50 sekeping but makan dengan green curry thai. no kuah dhal k!

Night Market its Shopping time. Tempat ni lebih kurang macam uptown Malaysia. Tapi harga dia memang gila murah. Kasut/sandal/wedges you can get range 99bhat to 120bhat = RM9.90 ke RM12.90. Tali pinggang lebar tu semua 100bhat. Imagine same skirt yang I bought in Malaysia RM35 kat sane cuma dalam 150bhat = RM15 je? gila murahkan?

Jeans, Jacket, Tshirt & make up stuff memang murah compare dgn tempat kita. Most made in Thai!

Night life in Thai! memang sesak dengan vistors, local ppl & kenderaan. Tapi yang peliknya tak jam pun walaupun kenderaan berpusu-pusu. I must agree that Thai ppl are polite, although not much of their ppl cant speak our language they will try their best to help you out. Mereka ni sabar bila treat customer & reminder from our tour guide, please dont say the bad words, such stupid or crazy in Thai ! Thai language Ting tong = Gila!

Kenderaan bermotor tidak mengunakan helmet & naik motor 3 orang bukan 1 kesalahan di sana. Jarang dengar bunyi hon, walaupun keadaan sibuk sangat. kenderaan jarang bagi signal, but when the driver wanted to 'potong' another car diorg memang sgt confident & tak teragak-agak! According to one of our new friend in Thai , name Anas - accident memang sukar terjadi di Hat Yai walaupun town sangat crazy!

Anas is one of Hotel Siam Center staff, he saw us in the hotel while we waiting to another team member. He approach us, but agak susah nak berbual dengan dia, sebab dia memang tak faham langsung Malay & kurang fasih bahasa inggeris, terpaksa la mengunakan bahasa isyarat & certain words yang boleh kami memahami apa yang cuba Anas sampaikan. Imagine katanya Bangkok ke Hatyai is like 10 hours via using Bus & by plane is 5 hours. But he never went to Bangkok before because it bit costly & he happy live in Hatyai.

One thing that I notice, klinik gigi memang banyak terdapat di Hatyai.

All the hawkers food will last until 12am.

Sweet :)

Close up

Guess??

Comelkan kereta tu? we found this during the night walk.

Kepada lelaki-lelaki waktu malam di Hatyai adalah sesuatu yang mereka nantikan! sebab most of Thai ppl akan melepak di Club, bar & lounge. The most interesting to them is Tiger Show!

Tiger Show tu macam you watch movie, but its real happen in front of your eyes. duration 1 hour, 450bhat with one glass coke/beer. I tak pegi la, but some of our team member pegi tengok, so, they tell me the story, jangan sekali-kali keluarkan kamera atau cubaan untuk merakam, sebab tidak dibenarkan sama sekali. They will take your phone/camera!

Then next day, nothing much that we do, just shopping again. Walk around the town. 1 Hour before departure, we had foot massage for En Abi & manicure-pedicure for me. Foot Massage is 1 hour around 300bhat but got disc 250bhat & for manicure-pedicure is 200bhat. Memang terbaik dari Thai.

Tips & experience

During my trip I bought Thai Bhat in Malaysia 1000bhat = RM102 agak mahal sikit. Then change in Changlun RM300 = 2990Bhat
After that we change it at Hatyai, its better you change in Hatyai it self & i recommended you change at Konsortium (alah...bas konsortium tu) the shop is in front of Lee Garden Plaza, as you can get better rate than Msia.
You can see a lot Malaysian are there.
Getting to know little bit Thai words!
Don't say bad words
If you don't know just ask, they are really glad if they can help you out!
Thailand negara yang tidak pernah dijajah jadi bahasa Inggeris bukan keutamaan, sehinggakan di cinema semua movie dalam bahasa Thai.
If you have extra money, better to go there using plane rather than take bus or van, sebab bila weekend kat border amat sesak dengan orang utk chop passport. You can spent there like 3 hours for both border Malaysia -Thai masa balik tu.
if you into shopping, just go to the night market! its worth it.
bring extra bag because you'll be back with a lot of stuff!
Sesiapa yang suka make up kereta boleh beli sport rim kat sini, sebab murah & banyak pilihan
Sesiapa yang suka kereta dia jadi macam disco, pa system murah & terbaik, pioneer tau! jual kt tepi jalan mcm tu je woo!
Selain tu untuk perempuan yang suka berdandan & nak cantik, in their saloon, have eye cleaning, ear washing, hair treatment, nail art including polishing, manicure, pedicure, hair slice (x sure apa yang dia buat), rebonding, coloring, perming plus foot massage & the price sgt wallah! A lot of shop & you can choose nak pergi yang mana satu!
Blackberry Curve & Bold just around 6,690Bhat = RM669, original! Samsung Ace in Malaysia = Samsung Cooper in Thailand. Rasa nak borong phone lepas ni! Anyone nak order? hehehe...

Me with En Abi (we with our new clothes & my new handbag)

kredit photo to Kenny Leow- our official photographer

Hat Yai Story Part I

2011-04-26T11:39:00.028+08:00

Sawa Dee ka...Khun sabai di mai? Chan sabai di ka... chan rak Meuang Thai!
Hello...how are you? I am fine...I love Thailand!

Hehehe...nak tau ari tu I sempat belajar bahasa Thai dengan my collegue, Lim Teik Lai mase dalam bas, on the way ke Hatyai. Sempat la know few words & rules how to speak Thai. Basically women say "ka" at the end of a sentence while men say "krap" & women is 'chan' & man is 'pom'.

So I need to know few words in order for me to survive in Hat Yai.

I packing my stuff 1 hour before nak bertolak. My house to Dell around 10 mins sebab tak jam. Boleh budget masa la kan...my bf ~ En Abi dgn muka sememeh baru bgun tido antar I pegi ofis, I senyap je mase on the way tu sebab kalau brbual mesti I nangis sebab dia tak bleh nak ikut....

Sampai ofis, few friends dah sampai. Sementara tunggu bas, we all mingle around, sebab this trip we all boleh bawak friends & partner. So introduce my En Abi kat another bf friends & my new manager, Kok Hooi. My En Abi quit close dgn few my team mate, sebab before this kalau ada trip memang I bawa dia. Semua orang pujuk dia suh pegi bila dia sampai pagi tu. I cakap tak boleh, nanti jadi apa-apa sian plak kat I (patutnye sian kat dia, I plak yang lebih)

The arrival
Ivan - Our emcee cum singer

Jess, my cubical mate cum my room mate in Hatyai

Lucas & his wife, Sam yang best!

Then, lepas semua orang dah sampai, I pun dah letak bag dalam bas, En Abi pun dah balik. Dalam bas tu seat dah ada arrangement. I kena duduk dengan En Abi (sepatutnya). So, seat I kosong la...pemandu bas nak announce yang bas dah nak gerak & our emcee si Ivan tu pun dah ready nak remind pasal benda-benda yang kitorg kena patuhi during travel. Suddenly my phone ringing, En Abi rupanya...

'Syg...suh diorg tggu Abi nak amik passport' (betul ke ape yang I dengar?) trus dia letak phone. kebetulan my bos lalu kat my seat sbb nak check semua orang dah amik bfast. I bagitau yang En Abi change his mind & nak ikut...yeayyyy! Semua orang ketawa. Then my bos bagi tau kat driver suh tggu lagi 20 minutes. I risau gak kalau ada yang merungut, but luckily semua sporting & willing to wait for him.

Confirmed En Abi tak mandi nih! After 15 minutes like that En Abi pun sampai, the moment dia naik bas, semua org tepuk. Muka sengih je dia, time datang kat I. I tanya dia, 'nape suddenly Abi jadi pegi? what makes you change your mind?', he replied 'Sian kat syg pegi sorang'. (hati dah berbunga-bunga, mood travel dah sampai) I luv U la En Abi ~ 'Abi ni drama la!' Ye la I tau dia memang tak nak pegi sebab takut jadi apa-apa masa kat border. Mesti semua orang tertanya-tanya kenapa En Abi tak boleh pegi. Nanti I citer k!

sleepy...Betty with her bf, Lucas & Sam, last kat belakang tu Me & En Abi :)

I bernasib baik En Abi ikut, kalau tak memang I kena makan & jalan sorang. Nak tau kenapa Sorang kalau En Abi takde? Macam ni, our team yang pergi ni around 30 ppls include me, En Abi & Asraf (is my Malay team mate), dlm group ni kami bertiga je Malay. Bila bab makan & jalan tu, the other team mate yang chines of course akan pegi yang tak halal. Even McD & KFC is not halal because they sell Pork burger, siap ada promotion Samurai Pork Burger. Gambar punye besar. McD kat Thai ni kalau halal mesti best, sebab menu dia banyak sangat (not plus with Pork menu k). Then tempat yang halal agak mahal. is like 2 times Malaysia money. Imagine kat food court dalam 7 kedai tu cuma 2 kedai je yang halal & tak banyak choice. Three of us pulak memang tak tau mane nak cari halal food. Tanya kat orang orang area pasar tu pun jenuh gak, nak faham bhasa isyarat dia. Most of them tak faham sgt english, bahasa melayu pun sikit-sikit je...

Our very first experience naik Tuk-Tuk!

To Be continue....Stay Tune

*Photo Credit to Kenny Leow - Our official photographer during the trip

Selamat Malam Malaysia

2011-04-22T21:27:00.004+08:00

Selamat Malam Malaysia

Sebab I dah nak bertolak ke Hatyai, Thailand ni

Sedih sebenarnya, sebab yang I plan tak menjadi

Maksudnya ALLAH tak mengizinkan :)

En Abi sepatutnya ikut sekali

Hotel & transport semua dah settle since last month

Tapi atas sebab yg tidak di ingini, En Abi tak dapat ikut

This is something to do with his work.

I kena redha walaupun tak redha sebenarnya

(redha ke tak sebenarnya?)

Actually, I excited sangat nak pegi sebab nak berjalan dgn En Abi & shopping

Bila dah jadi macam ni, rasa macam tak semangat pun ada...

Nanti semua yang pegi tu my Dell team mate, but all are chinese & they all ada plan dah nak pegi mana.

Of course I pun dah ada plan nak buat apa dengan En Abi tapi....

semuanya tak jadi & I kena travel alone.

I siap dah ada MUST visit list tau!

I sebenarnya macam tak percaya je kena pegi sorang-sorang ni

Mintak-mintak la En Abi tu buat lawak je, tp memang bukan lawak pun

Sebab Bos pun kena sekali...arghhh tidak, I masih tak dapat terima kenyataan ni!

Bye :(

Hatyai Travel Guide -----> SINI

*menaip sambil menangis (gila syahdu ni, sebab kena travel tanpa En Abi disisi)

Save & Shopping

2011-04-15T18:53:00.013+08:00

Mac 2010 - me after Puteri Hang Li Po Musical with my blue sling bag

Dec 2010 - With my ex manager, during Dell Dinner in HR - clucth Coach hitam June 2009 - during Emma wedding, with my rattan Pink bag

April is coming! (dah setengah bulan baru nak kata April’s Coming) And I got reminder to stop all thing that I love to shop by My mum & En Farih.

Dress or Shirt – bleh ke tahan utk tak beli walau sehelai blouse dalam 8 bulan ni? Jangan tanya la harga berapa sbb kalau kira2 balik mmg rase menyesal ~ menyesal jap je...

Brooch or sepit rambut – ok, brooch mmg byk tp I x bleh tahan kalau tengok design or warna dia yang cantik tu. Memanglah dh pakai tudung, tp kat rumah pun msti nak pakai sepit gak sebab rambut dah panjang ~ sebenarnya saja nak melawa dlm rumah....

Majalah or Novel – I gila beli majalah sbb suka tgk latest fashion style & tambah general knowledge. Mingguan Wanita I suka part masakan & info rumahtangga + fashion, Women Weekly is must have, Rapi – utk info kesihatan, Majalah Pengantin (majalah favourite utk sementara ni) & at least 1 novel a month. Kalau btul2 save mmg bleh jimat byk la… bayangkan Mingguan Wanita RM3.30 X 4(sebab dia kuar seminggu sekali) = RM13.20, Women Weekly RM5.60 (nasib baik tak kuar tiap2 minggu) , Rapi RM4 kuar sebulan 2 kali (x sure plak harga dia), Pengantin RM14.90, Novel range (RM18 and above depend on the pages or Malay or English Novel) Campur semuanya a month around RM61.70 or more. Kalau dapat save dlm 8 bulan total more than RM500 kira byk gak tu...

Make up stuff – I think it’s normal for a girl or women to buy all the makeup stuff, macam I eyeliner ada lagi pun still gatal nak beli lagi bila tgk review utk jenama tertentu, tp x pakai pun sbb dh biasa pakai satu2 brand tu, I kind of loyal customer. Kalau yg itu mmg yg itu jelah… tapi kegatalan tangan kiri memang tak bleh di tahan wooh!

Minyak wangi plak bukan senang nak habis, brbulan-bulan pakai. Tapi kalau tengok botol cantik sikit pun nak beli jugak. Tak cukup yang tu, gatal jugak nk beli yang botol kecik-kecik yang jual kat kiosk Tesco. Nasib baik tahun ni tak pegi Taufik al-Badjenid (sape duk penang kena tau tempat ni) memang gila jap, lepas tu pening tapi wangi sebab tempat tu pusat menjual pati minyak wangi, semua brand ada, tahan lama, xde alcohol & siap bleh combine nak wangian macamana. Harga pun murah la, sebotol yg kecik (x sampai 10ml) harga lebih kurang RM3 ke atas…

Tapi senang ke nak buang tabiat (bukan buang tabiat nak mati) yang biasa kita buat? Ape pun I kena gak bertekad untuk berjimat semula, sebab simpanan yang tahun lepas tu dah ada senarai menanti untuk dihabiskan.

Pasan tak kat senarai atas tu tak mention pun pasal handbag? I sebenarnya paling susah nak beli handbag. Sebab I sangat cerewet untuk memilih handbag, kalau I selesa dengan handbag tu memang I pakai yang tu jelah. Setakat ni aku ada 6 bag, 3 bag (2 hitam 1 putih) untuk shopping & keja, bag tu besar & bleh isi apa saja yang I nak. 1 sling bag yang diberikan oleh my cousin since last 2005, imagine bag tu tahan sampai skrg & I still pakai bag tu utk casual activity. Bag pink & hitam Clutch for dinner & kenduri kahwin. Last shopping bag mase tahun 2009 - lama kan? Kat situ je lah boleh save pun, yang lain? Sila faham sendiri lah kan....Sila refer pic above me with my bag. Maybe you guys can give me idea how to choose right handbag :)

Lagi pulak bulan ni 23 & 24^th April ni nak ke Hatyai, boleh la I beli handbag kat sana, Kawan & my mum dah pesan handbag. My mum byk handbag, most design yang dia suka tu mmg class la. Nasib la separa kos hotel & transport di tanggung Dell sempena Teambuilding Q1 boleh save untuk beli handbag.

To ladies, Please take care. have a great weekend! btw I found this blog Kak Aida, air mata boleh mencurah-curah bila baca kisah dia. I doakan Kak Aida tabah menjalani hidup. Hanya wanita yang memahami wanita kecuali wanita yang ada cop Pisang di dahinya sahaja yang tak akan faham!

I Love Her

2011-04-14T22:50:00.004+08:00

copy from Thalia bio

I love her because she born on the same date with me (not same year)

I love her because she is luvly lady

I love her because she is fashionable

I love her because she is Thalia

Ladies,

Enjoy her songs

Lets dance together!

Sweet March

2011-03-25T11:03:00.006+08:00

19th March 2011
This is for my mum, for her 55th Birthday.

Semoga panjang umurnya, my mum pemalu susah sangat nak amik gambar :)

20th March 2011
This is for us, for our 1st Annivesarry.
Doakan kami bahagia ke jinjang pelamin, amin....

Thanks to IEJAN who make my day!

Beauty & Confidence

2011-03-24T18:01:00.007+08:00

Aii...mentang-mentanglah dah tukar skin nih, bukan main rajin nak update ye..

Actually, lately I memang stress skit dengan kerja, hal kahwin, berat badan yang tiba-tiba naik.

Memang memeningkan kepala...kalau boleh lepas balik kerja tu memang nak terperap kat rumah je, tak nak keluar-keluar dah!

But after long holiday (I took AL for 3 days + 2 weekend leave) rasa macam semangat baru. Lagi best sebab I berjaya pujuk my mum tinggal kat Penang sementara ni, thanks to my dad sebab bagi kebenaran. Sian gak kat my dad. My mum pun sbnrnye happy sangat-sangatlah sebab boleh duk dengan I.

On her first day here, mula-mula pegi my cousin house kat Seberang Jaya, then terus pegi rumah I.

Excited betul nak bawak my mum jalan-jalan. Sudahnya, within one day I bawak dia pegi Feringghi sampai ke Bukit Jambul. Bawak dia pegi kedai the bf (bf dah naik pangkat jadi Branch Manager, mmg rezeki kawen agaknya...amin)

latest pic (resolusi rendah)

Berbalik pada tajuk, beauty & confidence.

Sebenarnya, ada kawan-kawan yang tanya, apa rahsia nampak muda.

I tak muda la sangat nak banding dengan orang yang umur 20 thn, tak lah tua nak bandingkan dengan orang yang umur 40 thn, at least nampak 5 years younger tu Alhamdullilah sgt... but to me everything is come from ALLAH. and macam Ning Baizura cakap tak ada wanita yang tak cantik melainkan orang yang malas.

So, pokoknya kita kena rajin & brlapang dada, means, kalau ada masalah pun try to chill yourself. Lagi satu SENYUM. Ada orang cakap macamane nak dapat kulit cantik & moist? I memang agak gelap, tak cerah pun. Masa sekolah pun banyak jerawat. Memang menakutkan. Bila dah dewasa skit, mula la cari produk penjagaan kulit segala, tapi kesan memang tak berapa ok sampai lah I cuba Mustika Ratu. I makan ni since I umur 19 tahun until now. Then untuk muka I pakai set untuk jerawat. Ada jugak guna Felisa, ST & lain-lain, tapi kurang sesuai & macam tak kekal je. Bila stop pakai mulalah naik balik. Bila dah tak ada jerawat ni I tukar pada set Sari Mawar as pembersih then untuk menyegar I guna Sari Ketimun.

Untuk bedak I dah beralih pada Ronasutra, lepas 3 bulan pakai, perubahan memang ketara sangat. Black head pun hilang. Tapi apa yang penting minum lebih air masak/mineral around 1.5 liter to 3 liter. Sejak I masuk USM I memang tak minum ais & kurang air manis. Pilihan bila keluar sama ada air suam, air teh O tanpa gula, air barli susu suam or air limau suam atau susu full cream (I tak minum low fat sbb I perlu tenaga lebih as I already cut all Carbs in my diet routine)

Pic dari sumber http://mustikaseri.com/jamu-pil-perawatan-remaja-putri-mustika-ratu/

Tapi apepun beauty without confidence pun tak guna jugak kan?

The most important is your confidence with brain!

Jangan over confidence dah, nanti nampak tak kena pulak.

Macamane nak dapat confidence? It comes from our heart & self esteem.

Macam cerita Desperate Housewives ni, I suka character mereka, memang mengancamlah! Ada je isu, Plot pun cantik. Sometimes it makes you feel sexy too!

I memang suka sangat tengok citer ni, since season 1 sampai season 7 ni. Memang tak miss la, catch the play at 8TV every Tuesday, 10.30pm.

Enjoy watching & ready to feel sexy too!

Copy from DH fb

Its New!

2011-03-24T12:32:00.003+08:00

Lama tak menggatalkan tangan meng'edit' blog, tiba-tiba plak ari ni rajin...

Lepas click sana, click sini, ubah sana sini...........

Tadaaaaaa.......siap pun!

Lepas keja bertambah sbb sekarang ni aku dah tak handle ANZ(Aussie & NZ) tp aku kena focus on SG & MY customer plus SADMG region, 2 country + 21 Country lagi...mane tak tercabut otak, nak igt semua process. Bleh gila. So, blog ni kira therapy aku la :)

Tambah report everyday, ada 3 mailbox yang aku nk kena control, ensure team aku settle keja sblm balik, ensure productivity team reach target dan aku satu-satunya pompuan melayu & yang plg muda dlm team tu (muda la sangat!) hahaha...

Ok...sambung keja sebab dah bersemangat tgk blog berwajah baru...woot woot!

Bermuka-muka

2011-03-23T13:58:00.001+08:00

Pernah tak berdepan dengan orang yang bermuka-muka? Aku memang pantang sangat dengan golongan orang yang macam ni. Depan bukan main lagi tapi belakang, Ya Rabbi… memang menyakitkan hati lah kan dengan mulut takde insuran dia tu. Dah tau hidup bermasyarakat tu pandai-pandailah jaga tatasusila, karang tak pasal-pasal kena cili mulut tu. Kena cili je takpe…tapi macamana dengan balasan TUHAN? Orang yang suka bermuka-muka sampai buat hidup orang lain porak peranda ni agaknya apa masalah mereka? Haih…25 tahun hidup dengan orang macam tu, memang buat hati aku sakit sangat-sangat. Nasib baik Mak aku selalu pesan, biarkan orang yang buat kita, jangan kita buat orang. Orang macam tu pasti ada balasannya.

Memang betul kata mak, sebab tulah hidup dia dari dulu sampai sekarang ni tak senang-senang, ada saja musibah ALLAH bagi. ALLAH dah bagi peringatan tapi buat-buat endah tak endah. Aku harap orang yang suka bermuka-muka, suka mengumpat, suka melaga-laga orang & suka menambah cerita tu hentikanlah perbuatan macam tu, 1 jari tunjuk pada orang 4 lagi berbalik pada kita. MasyALLAH…

Rawan

2011-03-01T18:00:00.003+08:00

I would say that I did regret on my past

..................
wahai
jikalau ku tahu janjimu palsu
tentu
tidak kuturut sedari dahulu

.......................

But, how it count now?

priceless with better life

Then, how I can say that i regret?

.................
nun bulan ditutop awan
terkenang
hati bertambah rawan

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Life must go on, nothing that can stop you to be happy

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wahai

janji setia sudah diucapkan
aduh
kata bersumpah telah kupadukan

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Over Reaction III - MyBalik Pulau

2011-02-23T13:08:00.003+08:00

Arts ED have a meeting on board today.

Here is the latest link regards the issue.

By Hafiz Zainuddin for Merdeka Review

http://www.merdekareview.com/bm/news.php?n=11567

By Suzy Sulaiman based on her experience working for Arts ED

http://www.suzysulaiman.webs.com/

By Khoo Salma Nasution founder of Little Penang Street Market

http://areca-nut.blogspot.com/

By U Jean former participants for The Malaysia Insider

http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/breakingviews/article/speaking-up-for-arts-ed-u-jean/

Its rough writing from my side for the Speaking up for Arts ED, MalaysiaKini, Merdeka Review, Press & Media before editing & visual attach.

Pertama sekali, saya ingin menzahirkan kekesalan & kekecewaan saya terhadap isu MyBalik Pulau yang ‘sengaja’ di politikan oleh pihak tertentu untuk kepentingan mereka sendiri. Saya terkesima bila mengetahui isu ini diperbesarkan dengan ‘tagline’ hina melayu. Adakah individu terbabit yang memulakan isu ini tidak mengkaji terlebih dahulu siapa ARTS ED & apakah relevennya MyBalik Pulau ini diterbitkan?

Seperti yang dijelaskan berkali-kali & dalam keratan kenyataan akhbar, saya sekali lagi menegaskan ARTS ED merupakan badan bukan berasaskan keuntungan yang menjalankan projek pendidikan warisan secara tidak formal dengan mengunakan seni sebagai cara pembelajaran dan tiada unsur politik mahupun perkauman didalam setiap silibus pembelajarannya.

Bercakap sebagai individu dan juga bekas salah seorang pemudahcara (fasilitator) bagi program-program yang dijalankan Arts ED sepanjang 2006 hingga 2009, saya berharap isu ini tidak dibesarkan & dimanipulasi oleh mana-mana pihak. Soal DAP atau PKR adalah dalang dalam proses penerbitan risalah tersebut adalah tidak benar sama sekali. Isu yang dibangkitkan oleh ‘hero’ perjuang bangsa ini boleh disifatkan sebagai kehabisan modal untuk berkempen, manakala DAP & PKR pula member hujah bahawa ketika program itu dijalankan adalah semasa pemerintahan BN.

Pada saya ini bukan tindakan bijak. Ini contoh yang saya berikan, dalam cerita AI (Artificial Intelligence) manusia buat robot untuk manusia, dan manusia lain ‘menghentam’ robot kerana kononnya robot itu menghapuskan manusia, kenapa mahu di hukum robot itu? Kenapa tidak disoal kepada manusia yang mencipta robot tu? Dalam situasi Arts ED, kenapa BN atau DAP tidak bertanya kepada Arts ED sendiri sebelum membuat tudahan yang jelas melulu & tidak berasas. Sudahnya ARTS ED tersepit ditengah-tengah ketegangan kancah politik yang tidak berkesudahan.

Dah jatuh baru nak tengadah, memang tidak berguna. Ketika MyBalik Pulau menjalankan program pada sekitar 2005 hingga 2008 di Balik Pulau meliputi kawasan Kongsi, Titi Teras hingga ke Pulau Betong, tiada pula yang tampil memberitahu atau bercerita yang Balik Pulau ini dibuka oleh polan bin si polan, saat anak-anak desa ini menjalankan kajian, berpanas mengayuh basikal dari rumah ke rumah bagi mendapat maklumat, tiada pula yang tampil memberi panduan. Di mana YB Farid? Di mana Mohamed Nordin Mohd Nor masa itu? Mana Azman Hassan? Mana Abdul Said Hussain? Dimana ANDA-ANDA semua?

Yang peliknya, persatuan-persatuan yang tidak pernah didengar sebelum ini, berbondong-bondong ke balai polis membuat laporan polis, individu-individu yang mana entah datangnya membuat kenyataan dan dengan bangga melaungkan ‘kami pejuang bangsa’ & ‘Risalah MyBalik Pulau perlu dibakar’. Malah ada yang mengeluarkan kata-kata kesat seperti bangsat dan sebagainya, itukah yang dicerminkan sebagai pejuang bangsa? Fikirlah ayat yang baik sebelum menegur, bahasa mencerminkan bangsa.

Benarlah kata-kata, memusnah lebih senang dari membina. Kami di ARTS ED telah lama membina ikatan 1 Malaysia sebelum kata-kata itu wujud oleh Perdana Menteri kita. Kami bukan sahaja menerapkan kemahiran-kemahiran seperti menemubual, fotografi, seni lukisan dan seni lakon tetapi kami menyatukan kaum. Di mana kanak-kanak yang yang bersekolah di sekolah jenis kebangsaan cina & tamil bergabung bersama dengan mereka yang bersekolah aliran melayu. Adakah 1 Malaysia yang diwar-warkan itu cuma mimpi? Ke mana arahnya kalau yang perkara yang elok dan baru segar tumbuh di simbah api perkauman?

Tanyalah mana-mana bekas pelajar yang pernah menyertai program ARTS ED, apakah jawapan mereka? Mereka akan kata, baru mereka faham kenapa cina memasang colok dihadapan rumah mereka, kenapa kaum india berarak membawa Dewa Ganesh dan kenapa melayu perlu berpuasa. Menyatukan dan memahami budaya & bangsa lain bukan kerja satu malam. Ia kerja berpanjangan & usaha berterusan.

Ada juga yang marah, kenapa ditunjukkan gambar orang melayu memanjat pokok kelapa dan dibawahnya adalah monyet di dalam peta MyBalik Pulau? Apabila kita berfikir negatif memang kita akan dapat yang negatif sahaja.bagaimana dengan penjelasan ini, melayu panjat pokok kelapa, adakah hina pekerjaan tu? Hinakah sesiapa yang bapanya memanjat kelapa dan menjual kelapa untuk untuk mencari nafkah? Mungkin monyet yang di bawah itu adalah penolong pada tuannya & tuannya ingin mengajar monyet itu supaya lain kali monyet tu boleh menolong dia untuk buat kerja atau mungkin itu adalah giliran monyet itu berehat& giliran tuannya bekerja. Monyet tu bukan makhluk tuhan jugakah yang perlu rehat macam kita? Rasanya cukup disitu contoh saya, kerana kalau diberi sejuta contoh yang positif kalau pemikiran masih negatif, minda itu tidak akan kemana-mana.

Soal Melayu hina minta duit kepada ceti, ini lagi satu isu yang saya sendiri rasa mereka memperbodohkan diri mereka sendiri, ibarat menepuk air ke dulang, akhirnya terkena muka sendiri . Rasanya ramai kita-kita ini dibesarkan dengan cerita P Ramlee & melayu lama, dalam cerita-cerita tersebut ada ditunjukkan dalam babak dimana melayu meminjam duit kepada ceti & ceti datang minta hutang, jatuhkah maruah melayu? Kenapa tidak dibidas & dipotong babak itu? Dalam cerita sekarang ada juga babak drama Melayu kena tarik kereta sebab berbulan tidak bayar pada bank, jatuhkah maruah melayu? Keberlangsungan hidup itu bukan mudah, kalau tidak masakan ada anak muda kini yang ingin berkahwin terpaksa meminjam duit di bank-bank untuk memenuhi keberlangsungan hidup. Apakah bezanya? Bezanya ‘chettiar’ adalah bank zaman dulu. RHB, CIMB, Maybank dan lain-lain bank itu ceti zaman sekarang.

Cukuplah mengapi-apikan perkara yang tidak benar. Rasanya masih banyak lagi isu yang boleh mereka-mereka ini ambil berat. Sepatutnya usaha kami diberi penghargaan, jangan ulang peristiwa lembu punya susu sapi dapat nama. Peristiwa Pulau Pinang diwartakan sebagai Tapak Warisan Dunia oleh UNESCO masih segar dalam ingatan saya. Semasa program itu dijalankan ramai yang mencemuh tapi apabila sudah dapat, yang pergi mendabik dada dan meraikan itu siapa?

Alangkah kejam & taksubnya mereka, itulah warna sebenar orang yang tamakkan NAMA & KUASA.

Speaking Up for Arts ED,
Nordiyana Binti Md Aini (Diyana Aini/DA/DY)
Former Facilitator/Researcher for MyBalik Pulau Project

Over Reaction II - MyBalik Pulau

2011-02-21T18:28:00.004+08:00

Updated: Isu MyBalik Pulau – so far Arts ED had face 20 reports from the various people & NGO's, Arts ED already give the cooperation on the investigation. We leave it to the police to investigate further on this issue. To all who support Arts ED, we are truly appreciating it. Here is the feedback & press statement from Arts ED.

Press statement - http://www.merdekareview.com/bm/news.php?n=11558

Speaking up on behalf Arts ED - http://www.thenutgraph.com/speaking-up-for-arts-ed/

MyBalik Pulau Memo - http://arts-ed.blogspot.com/

Isolation

2011-02-21T16:07:00.006+08:00

Photo taken by Farih - during a Cameron Trip

I had few things running on my mind now. Life will not getting easier when a lot of things need attention from your side either it can be in your plan or unplanned. Every people I believe not playing a single role in their life, you could be staff to your boss, you could be a mother to a children, you could be a daughter to the parents, you could be sister to your siblings, you also a citizen to a state & not least you also a slave to your creator ALLAH SWT.

I always have a thought that I didn’t share with others because not all our thought is acceptable & it might be cause of conflict. I am introvert in person but can be extrovert on the certain situation, can be mean & selfish at the same time but not all the time.

‘Isolate’ – first time I heard that word when I enter USM, studied in theater (acting & directing, note : it is not an easy course) this Isolate / Isolation (Pengasingan)- means as detached, separated. How we can isolate all the body part? Such as your head, chest, body & hip? It comes by practice & knows the steps you’ll get it & it not takes only a month to get you be a master, it took me a year to get used to it.

How this ‘isolate’ can relate to our life, just simple. I took the isolation exercise & adapt to my life, because I think it same goes to life, you had a work / daily job that you had to focus, your time with your friends, family, love ones, yourself & your creator. I believe you must not mix it but it can be align as one. Like our body, we have different part but are inside one body.

How this isolate help you in life? This isolation help you the think more rational, accept one thing & let go another thing, accepting what you have current & try to release another part of yours but in the same time you’ll get back as yours.

Have you experience isolation? Yes I had, on last week is the latest isolation, because my flu & cough still not recover yet. It is the best thing; isolate you from being with others. Isolate yourself from other people until you recover. Personally, I take it as therapy, being at home; do nothing other than watching TV & read a novel. Make myself a cup of coffee put the flavor as I want, eating cheese cake (as I didn’t eat it for nearly 4 months) is sound so comfort right? Not forget playing with my helicopter (is a gift from my bf – S107 model come with Gyro) & listen the water pour into my small aquarium (a small world for my 5 guppies fish) it’s really perfect day that I ever had.

During that time, I try to forget all the hard time that I been thru in past, trying to let go & accepting present of my life. It ‘does remind me when I trying to accept the differences between me & Farih also quit hard at first. But I try to compromise & not ask to much be a best way. Because it’s obviously that I am women & he is man, we are come from different world. To made a decision to accepting him in my life is like dilemma as well, with 5 years age difference, I just wonder how is his thinking, is it same or he will be so childish? All the questions in my head gone when he made a 1st move to meet up my family & introduce me to his family. He is the 1st man ever that I bring home.

Experience nearly 1 year to be his gf, best friend, enemy, competitor & lover it’s really made me grow up & have different thought of another world. Together with him sometimes makes me feel that isolate to another world.
All I wish both of us will happily ever after.

No matter what, isolate can be interpret & be practice another way in your life.

Over Reaction : MyBalik Pulau

2011-02-17T12:45:00.010+08:00

**Pls noted tht MyBalik Pulau program NOT have any hidden agenda such as mentioned by Azman Hassan, NO RACIST, NO POLITIC,it just purely to educate youngster to get know their own living area, to understand the culture & it based on the Oral history from the old folks**

For those who think that I am pro BN or pro DAP/PKR you are absolutely wrong.

I am a NORMAL Malaysian who born in Malay Culture & love Malaysia.

First of all, I really want to express my disappointment & frustration on the issue that they talked about recently – Risalah MyBalik Pulau Minta diharamkan kerana menjatuhkan & menghina Melayu. Saman Menyaman pihak yang tiada kena mengena, Isu gunakan kerajaan.
Ya Allah, how silly they can act about it, the issue been politicized by the individual/party who do not know anything what is MyBalik Pulau Project. MyBalik Pulau is a one part of project runs by Arts ED, Arts ED is a NGO run the education program for a youngster to give them awareness about the heritage by using arts as the methodology of teaching.

Arts ED had work with childrens in rural & town area, schools, teachers & community. The participants come from various backgrounds around Penang, different race, different religion but Arts ED able to gather them in one group to do a program.

I hope this post able to help them to clarify a thing before it’s getting worse.
I am one of the facilitator/asst coordinator for the MyBalik Pulau Phase 2 fully involved & occasionally in phase 1 & 3. MyBalik Pulau had 3 phases, start from 2005 till 2009. All the phase is a process to invent MyBalik Pulau & Heritage trail Map for a tourist to come to Balik Pulau. We had gone thru long processed to make it happen.

The programs start with implant them the skills on writing, photography, interviewing & get them know elements of arts. Basically, to get them know their family history, their origin & Collecting Balik Pulau history from the old folks & community who born & live there. It just not that, it’s also recognize the trade that had only in Balik Pulau such as the goldsmith uncle & nutmeg farm, the traditional kuih/food s, the building includes Malays Traditional House, traditional shop houses & many more.

The impact of this Arts ED effort is larger than the time we had spend with the participants. The kids/participants know their roots, even they become much better on the study, the focusing & they had a new idea of their life path. Balik Pulau is consider rural area, orang yang bertanggungjawab menjaga sesuatu tempat adalah orang yang tinggal ditempat itu sendiri, dan kanak-kanak adalah antara individu yang paling sesuai untuk ditanamkan jatidiri sifat menyayangi tempat kelahiran mereka & berbangga menjadi penduduk tempat terebut.

And out of nowhere suddenly ‘Hero’ come out & said that the MyBalik Pulau is a ‘dalang’ for DAP/PKR, jatuhkan maruah melayu, hina melayu & macam-macam isu yang cuba di politikan seolah-olah macam tiada modal atau kehabisan idea untuk berkempen. I do understand that BN really want back Penang from DAP/PKR or what so ever, I pun harap that BN win (if BN win on the next election, it can stop all the non sense issue) because I memang tak sanggup tengok Racist Issue in our country.

I dunno who start to fire up this MyBalik Pulau issue. Untuk makluman semua semasa kami menjalankan temubual pada 2005 – 2008 dengan pendudk sekitar, bahkan dengan pejabat daerah sendiri, bertemu muka dengan YB (Pulau Pinang adalah semasa itu jajahan BN), YB yang bertanggungjawab juga adalah BN, bukan DAP/PKR, tidak pula mereka ceritakan yang membuka Balik Pulau ini adalah polan si polan, Soalnya KENAPA SAAT KAMI BERPANAS, BERTAHUN-TAHUN MENGUMPUL BAHAN TIDAK ADA SEORANG PUN YANG TAMPIL MEMBERI CERITA YANG SEBENAR, KENAPA BARU TAHUN INI MAHU DIBESARKAN ISU?seperti yg disebut oleh YB Farid, mana Mohamed Nordin Mohd Nor masa itu? Mana Azman Hassan? Mana Abdul Said Hussain? Dimana ANDA-ANDA semua? Semasa 2005-2008 saya sendiri tak pernah dengar nama Lim Guan Eng & YB Yusmadi (sedangkan semasa pelancaran MyBalik Pulau 2009, YB Yusmadi dtg minta kami print T shirt pun saya tak kenal , malah kami melayan beliau sama dengan orang awam yang lain yang mahu kami buat silk print pada baju putih yang kami buat secara percuma semasa hari pelancaran) mana hujah yang kata Arts ED is dalang for DAP/PKR? dan DAP/PKR also blaming the kerajaan negeri about this. Pada saya ini bukan tindakan bijak. Ini contoh yang saya berikan, dalam cerita AI (Artificial Intelligence) manusia buat robot untuk manusia, dan manusia lain blaming the robot sebab robot itu menghapuskan manusia, kenapa mahu di hukum robot itu? Kenapa tak di tanya kepada manusia yang invent robot tu? Dalam situasi Arts ED, kenapa BN atau DAP tidak bertanya pada Arts ED sendiri. Kaji apa & siapa Arts ED sebelum buat tuduhan yang melulu & tidak berasas.

Ada seorang hamba Allah kata, kesal kerana melayu dikatakan pelarian, dimana sanggup menggadai tanah untuk perkahwinan, maka dengan tidak semena-mena muncul berbagai persatuan-persatuan yang tidak pernah dengar wujudnya dulu, sekarang berbondong-bondong mendabik dada ‘kami membantah MyBalik Pulau’ dan membakar risalah berunsur pendidikan itu.

Ada juga yang marah, kenapa ditunjukkan gambar orang melayu memanjat pokok kelapa dan dibawahnya adalah monyet di dalam peta MyBalik Pulau – see how silly they can get? For your information, is not illustrate, it is a photo taken while we do interview & walk around the Balik Pulau. When we always think negative, we will always get negative. How about this explanation, melayu panjat pokok kelapa, adakah hina pekerjaan tu? Hinakah sesiapa yang bapanya memanjat kelapa dan menjual kelapa untuk untuk mencari nafkah? Mungkin monyet yang di bawah itu adalah penolong pada tuannya & tuannya ingin mengajar monyet itu supaya lain kali monyet tu boleh tolong dia untuk buat kerja atau mungkin it’s a turn to that monkey to rest & tuan dia pula kena kerja. Monyet tu bukan makhluk tuhan jugakah yang perlu rehat macam kita? Enough said…I rasa kalau diberi sejuta contoh yang positif kalau pemikiran masih negative, mana arah untuk kebaikan?

Adakah 1 Malaysia yang diwar-warkan itu cuma mimpi? Sampai bila mahu berbalah? Kalau mereka-mereka berkenaan bijak tangani emosi kenapa tidak ditanya dulu, betulkan kami jika kamu rasa kami salah, bukan tuduhan melulu yang tidak berasas, gambar orang melayu bergotong royong menyiapkan majlis kenduri tidak pula digemburkan? Tak banggakah melihat kampung-kampung di Balik Pulau itu, penduduknya masih amalkan budaya bergotong royong, tidak seperti kamu-kamu dibandar yang sudah mengamalkan catering bila mana2 majlis?
Saya masih ingat ketika Pulau Pinang di wartakan sebagai Tapak Warisan Dunia, under UNESCO, my former lecturer Janet Pillai (Liyana Pillai Abdullah) she’s the core person together with the few friends of her, playing an important role to get Penang as World Heritage & they been work hard on it, during that time banyak yang pandang mencemuh, mengata termasuk kerajaan, tetapi saat diraikan di Kuala Lumpur rombongan kami diketepikan dan kerajaan negeri mendabik dada pergi menyambut? Apa perasaan anak-anak yang terlibat sama? Can ask my students & friends how they feel about it.

Peristiwa berulang kali, Arts ED ditindas sekali lagi, email yang dihantar pada saluran berita tidak langsung di hiraukan, Arts ED dikecam habis-habisan, tersepit dengan perbalahan politik yang isu yang tidak munasabah. Jangan diapi-apikan soal perkauman. Penat usaha Arts ED menyatukan kaum. Tetapi ini natijahnya. Tanyalah sendiri kepada anak-anak yang bersama-sama menjayakan MyBalik Pulau, apa yang mereka rasa? Kebanyakan mereka berjaya, ada yang berjaya ke asrama penuh, adakah mereka benci Melayu? adakah yang Melayu membenci Cina? atau yang India rasa terpinggir? Tidak, sama sekali tidak.

Alangkah kejam & taksubnya mereka terhadap sesuatu yang dikatakan mencari NAMA & KUASA.

Find us at this link, getting to know us (although ARTS ED had produced very talented person in many years since the ARTS ED setting up)

www.arts-ed-penang.org
this is Marion d'Cruz from Five Art view
Five Art located in KL
http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/breakingviews/article/no-to-political-interference-marion-dcruz/

Feb Love Months

2011-02-10T17:38:00.002+08:00

Lama betul tak update lepas peristiwa tergempar tu.

Haih....bila malas menguasai diri memang macam tu lah.

I baru je lepas recover demam, batuk & selesema. disebabkan terlalu panas, sampaikan I kena tonsillitis. Doktor kata sebab demam terlalu panas. Masa demam tu nasib baiklah I ada kat kampung the bf, lepas balik kerja hari rabu tu the bf berkeras ajak balik, I pulak berkeras tak nak ikut sebab rasa nak demam. Ingat nak rehat to avoid letih on the road. Sampai malam tu pun rasa dah lain macam. End up on thursday mase 1st CNY tu, I memang tak boleh bangun. Malu je pegi rumah orang terlantar je kat bilik. Tapi nak buat macamane, badan I memang panas sangat, bila malam pulak sejuk yang teramat. Kesian pulak kat the bf, Cu & opah yang risau & terkejar2 cari ubat untuk I.

On friday we head back to Penang, but my fever still not ok.

Klinik yang I selalu pegi tu pulak still tutup, another klinik pulak tukar tempat lain. Luckily got another klinik nearest dengan tempat the bf keja, so he drove me there & wait till doktor to settle check I.

kesian dia, disebabkan I dia lambat nearly 2 hours masuk keja.

I really appreciate it, abi...thanks :)

Anyone yang tak tau ape tu tonsil, bleh check dgn check Cik Wiki & Cik Google ye.

It happen when your body overheaty, your tonsil become sore & swollen. It cause of infection as well.

There is no way for recover for this tonsillitis, it just you need to maintain it not become sore or swollen. If it swollen, surely you hard to swollow the food even worst your own saliva. So drink mor water or just go for minor surgery to remove the Tonsil, like remove the apendics.

Like myself i ever had really high fever previously but never worst like this. hurm...it shows that Allah still remember me!

Kisah Dania Qistina - Doa Untukmu

2011-01-12T20:17:00.008+08:00

I was surprised when I saw my friend’s status in FB yesterday.
I never imagined that these things happen in the area where I live. Never. It's like an arrow sharp jerking my daydreams.

Pastinya, ramai orang dah baca newspaper pasal issue budak perempuan 3 tahun mati didera ibu tirinya.
Sesiapa yang tak baca lagi sila ke link ini http://mysifu.net/news/nur-dania-qistina-nurafizan-didera-73-kesan-cedera/

Selalunya bila kita baca berita kita cuma akan cakap ‘kesiannya budak ni…’ tapi macamana kalau kita baca berita dan orang yang tersiar dalam berita tu orang yang kita kenal? Mengucap panjang....i’m speachlees.
It was like, what are the hell this person thinking??? What are type of person you are?

Masa dapat tahu berita tu, I terus google & call my parents. My dad was answering the phone, he said both father’s (who used to be my ex-classmate & my senior at the school, consider close friend last time) & the step mother was arrested last 2 days at Felda Tenggaroh 6.

My dad said that Qilla (1st wife – sbb belum bercerai, tapi dia tidak tinggal bersama lagi sebab tak tahan dengan sikap suaminya) memang ada masalah dengan Pizan (refer to the father’s), kalau ikutkan memang family Qilla nak bela anak-anak dia sebab Qilla kerja, tapi Pizan tak benarkan & bawa lari anak-anak tinggal dengan dia & isteri barunya.

Merata jugak la si Qilla ni cari anak-anak dia, tapi tak jumpa sebab tak dapat nak kesan suami dia ni. Pizan dengan isteri dia ni ada la add I as a friends kat FB, tapi kalau tengok gaya dia bergambar dengan anak tiri dia tu, Nampak macam penyayang orangnya. Tapi kita tak tau sebaliknya tu macamana. Status di FB Pizan & isteri baru dia ni, kadang-kadang sounds weird, tapi I ni memang jarang berstatus dengan dalam FB, nak komen FB orang pun macam kureng jugak, jadi memang tak amik port la…

Qilla ni actually my junior, she is younger 1 year old than me, masa sekolah rendah agak rapat sebab my mum dengan mak dia keja sekali. Tak sangka dia kahwin dengan Pizan, sebab tak dengar pun mereka berdua ni bercinta. Tapi dah jodoh (it's called mystery of life)......Pizan masa sekolah perangai pelik sikit, tapi bolehlah di terima, cuma kadang-kadang he will do unexpected things & kadang-kadang buat lawak bodoh yang boleh buat orang meluat, its really opposite with Qilla who used to be introvert person, polite, shy but she's really excellent in studies.

Melalui kawan-kawan macam-macam yang I dengar, tapi selagi isu ini masih dalam siasatan polis, I rasa masih terlalu awal untuk kita menghukum & membuat sebarang konklusi. I cuma harap kalau betul-betul mereka ini bersalah, hukuman setimpal memang patut diberikan kepada mereka. I ada pengalaman jadi reporter satu masa dulu untuk Bernama masih terngiang-ngiang lagi kata-kata Hakim bila nak jatuhkan hukuman . Let's pray for the justice & believe that everything happen must be a reason.

'Tahukah anda bahawa mengambil nyawa manusia lain dengan niat, adalah satu perbuatan yang tidak boleh dimaafkan'

the photo taken from FB, tolong jangan copy gambar ini, sebab I tak nak ia disebarkan & disalahguna, harap maklum.
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Semoga arwah Dania Qistina aman & tenang disisi-Nya

Buat Qilla, I pray for your justice, percayalah kejayaan selepas kejatuhan lebih manis, tawakal pada ALLAH sebab semua yang terjadi ada hikmahnya. Tabahlah menghadapi dugaan hidup.

Note : all the story above is based that my experience, person that I know & resource from person surrounding me.

Worthless

2011-01-07T19:45:00.004+08:00

Ever you feel that you are
worthless? the wasted? useless?

Trust me every human being ever felt that, sometimes when they're down

I did not experience the same exceptional
.....and everyone has their own way to deal with it

what would you do if you feel worthless?

How about me? I will take my own time to bring my spirit back.

as not easy to bounce back but believe me when you are ready to bounce back & get your spirit come along, you will feel better & sure the better person that you will be.

How many people have failed many times, and then became more successful in their life?

I had learn many things in my life, I'm not learn enough...

we thought we knew a lot, but apparently a lot more that we do not know.

Its call life..it's a mystery of life, I wish that I will be a better person day by day.

No one can let me down unless Allah not allow it.

I love my life now & then!

Appreciate every single moment be as Nordiyana Md Aini

Note : I feel like useless at this time because I was not her side when she needs someone

wish you all the best, wish all the good spirits with you along the way...

Kontroversi Betul!

2010-12-30T11:37:00.015+08:00

sekadar gambar hiasan

Banggakan bile Malaysia menang malam tadi?

I yang tak berapa minat bola asia ni, boleh ngadap sampai habis! selalunya I teruja tengok EPL or World Cup, but this time memang I bangga dengan team kita, masa umumkan kemenangan tu malam tadi, ada perasaan terharu, sebab Malaysia never won this league before.
PM siap update dalam twitter bagitau esok cuti! yeayyyy....(jalan x la sesak esk otw to my work place)

I jangan harap lah dapat cuti kan?hehehe...esok triple pay :) Alhamdullilah......

Hari ni Bonus + Gaji = SHOPPING la jawabnye!

Ni hadiah kemenangan sebab Malaysia menang!

Its Impact everyone...Thanks to Football Malaysia Team, We Should grateful & proud to be Malaysian

Semalam, kontroversi betul bila I post pasal 'The Hurt Heart Say', ada je yang terus tanye, email lah...agaknya risau kalau I putus cinta lagi. (maybe ada jugak orang yang happy, sampai sanggup kata yang itu cuma proksi atau tampalan utk tutup kejahatan I)

Sudah-sudahlah buat fitnah ye...sebab ALLAH & orang sekeliling I cuma tahu jahat & baik I ni.

dan I tak pernah ngaku yang I baik.

Dont worry, I dengan En Farih baik-baik saja. kami memang tak pernah tak gaduh, tiap-tiap kali jumpa mesti gaduh, tanyalah Hijaz, Husna & Ms Airin, gaduh tu MESTI untuk kami.

Tapi kami gaduh cuma benda yang remeh, tidak pernah bergaduh sebab orang ke 3, ke 4 atau ke 5.

sebab untuk kami yang lepas tu lepas, dan kami tak pernah sembunyikan kisah lepas kami.

bagi kami yang lepas tu sejarah untuk kami belajar erti hidup, sebab hati yang pernah hancur seperti aku, aku belajar dan dapat hadiah yang bermakna iaitu KEKUATAN HIDUP (bak kata Mama Regina) yang tak boleh beli di kedai LV, Channel atau Salvatore Ferragamo.

Benda yang kami gaduhkan, cthnya time karaoke, kalau amik 4 lagu, so mesti sama kalau salah sorang lebih, memang confirm perang mulut.

Lagi satu dia selalu ejek I ketot & I ejek dia capang, siap cakap lagi...
I cakap 'sayang...esok kalau kita ada baby, mesti senang nak recognize kan dia dari jauh'

'sebab ape?' Farih tanya.

'ala...kan telinga anak kita capang, macam kau sayang!'

serentak dengan tu Farih akan kata 'ala..kau kire aku punye capang je, kalau anak tu ketot macam kau, macamane nak nampak?'

Ok..dan start la perang mulut, benda tu akan stop until one of us mengalah or penat nak bertekak.

Buat Farih,

Aku mungkin bukan insan yang kau impikan

sebab aku garang

aku kasar bila bergurau dengan kau

tapi aku tau, kau suka bila aku masak untuk kau

Aku mungkin bukan insan yang kau impikan

sebab aku kuat merajuk

aku suka nangis bila kau usik aku

tapi aku tau, kau tak kan berhenti pujuk aku

Aku mungkin bukan insan yang kau impikan

Tapi aku janji buat kau bahagia untuk selamanya

Selagi hati aku masih kau pegang

Selagi mimpi kita sama

Aku Cinta Kau Selamanya

Keep Holding On until Our Last Breath...I pray for this, amin!

nak jugak gambar ni!hahaha...

WISH EVERYONE HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE!

HAVE A GREAT 2011

The Hurt Heart Say

2010-12-29T11:14:00.003+08:00

The hurt heart say

Leave me when you not bother

The hurt heart say

Let me go when you ignore

The hurt heart say

I will stay live without you

The hurt heart say

Throw me away as you want

The hurt heart still can be cure after all?

Dinner Story

2010-12-24T10:58:00.017+08:00

The food, took my 3 hours to finish, tak tambah sebab kurang sikit sedap

Me with si kecik Husna :)

The Mask Competition

the Activities

Me with Danielle (my manager who got best dressed)

With May Ong my L2

Elvis clothes (costumes) :)

'Welcome Back'

Entrance, where is the lounge & artist perform :)

Last Shoot sebelum balik :)

Remember the dinner that I told you guys?

It held in Hard Rock Penang, It’s great to be there :)
I love the music & really enjoy the event but the food was so-so only
Maybe I muak dengan all the type of meat & chicken kot.

My looks is inspire by 'ME'
Dulu masa tak bertudung untuk event macam ni I just cari dress & just pegi Salon D’hairstylish looking for Amy for Hair-do. Pada awalnya I ingat nak pakai kaftan with labuci yang penuh dada tu tapi sebab I rasa susah nak bergerak that’s why I pilih seluar.
Actually, I just mix & match the clothes, the shoes from Vincci that I bought on last 3 months, baru 2 kali guna, then I just beli seluar & jacket, seluar tu ingat nak cari Harem Pants, tapi warna hitam out of stock pulak, for that pants got discount 25%, so jimatlah sikit.
Then jacket tu I just cari yang agak stylo skit kat Acewin, memang banyak pilihan jacket kat situ, rambang mata jugak la :)
Luckily, my cousin ada bagi banyak koleksi tudung dia kat I, mase I memang dah nak bertudung tu, dia bagi macam-macam jenis tudung, one of it yang I pakai tu with manic & glitter sesuai untuk dinner.
My cousin ni ada own boutique KayuSutra kat Penang & Zania Collection kat Sabah, for those who want to look for muslimah clothes can add them thru FB Ira Zahirah & Zania Collection's Norzainiah
Style tudung tu I lipat segi tiga, make sure yang belah manic tu kat luar, amik hujung segi tiga tu pin kan kat tengah-tengah anak tudung, pin guna pin yang agak exclusive, match kan dengan warna baju, boleh pilih bulat atau oblong. Then kiri & kanan tudung tu silangkan ke dalam and pin kat belakang anak tudung. Siap! That’s all :)

Mekap just buat sendiri je, on that day keluar ofis pukul 4.30pm, sampai rumah around 5pm, bersiap within 1 hour & half, then kuar umah around 6.30, bayangkan I sangkut 1 jam setengah caused traffic yang sgt slow kat island, tau je lah ari jumaat, tambah plak menghala ke Batu Feringghi tu memang semput la nak sampai kat sana. Around 8 macam tu I dengan Husna sampai, elok je sampai diorang dah line nak amik makanan, hehehe...

Dengar citer sape yang sampai lambat kena buat sin chan dance :) nasib baik I dgn Husna tak kena.

Most of the staff yang datang memang nampak lain sangat2, macam make over la pulak.

Anyways, I enjoy that night, I cabut jam 11, then continue karaoke dengan Farih, Hijaz & Husna sampai 3 pagi.

Looks Idea

1 harem pants

1 t'shirt

1 jacket

High heel as a MUST

Style tudung yang berbagai & sesuai

Jangan ada yang kata i tiru 'dia' sudah la ye, Happy Weekend Everyone

Current Activities

2010-12-14T13:41:00.009+08:00

This Post Date is 15/12/2010

Lama betul tak mesra-mesra dengan u ye....
Sorry ye, sebab busy sangat, lagi-lagi nak hujung tahun ni (ayat2 memujuk Cik Blog)
Currently I memang busy dengan kerja, banyak tools yang I kena implement kat my work place, other than that, my friend from Aussie come dfor a week holiday, Caitlin & Naaman come over for a week, then after that they have trip to Singapore, Hong Kong, Bangladesh & Pole to celebrate X’mas, memang best la dengar citer diorang ni travel, kalau I x keja 6 weeks memang my company kata
‘you boleh blah & cuti sampai bila2’
Buat sementara ni I memang rehat dari teater, bukan apa ada perkara lain yang kena tumpuan lebih dari I iaitu tak lain tak bukan KERJA & my wedding plan, susah juga ya nak pilih tarikh, my FMIL pulak busy dengan kerja, dia baru je balik dari Perth, sebab urusan menaik taraf sekolah, my parents pulak sibuk bercuti & I pulak memang tak boleh amik cuti dah, so the conversation byk thru phone je.

Currently I punye activity

1
Sibuk cari baju untuk annual dinner yang bakal brlangsung 17hb ni kat Hard Rock, Penang, warna yang boleh dipilih hijau, merah, putih & hitam. Until today I tak decide apa-apa lagi pun, apa nak pakai, warna ape, maybe petang ni baru nak usha kat QBM termasuk gift nak tukar-tukar nanti ;)

2
Sibuk mengemas my table sebab ada pertandingan team cubical paling cantik/kemas, for this x’mas kitorang kena decorate team cubical, yang lawaknya I yang Malay ni jadi Team Lead utk decorate x’mas tree? Apakah? Hurm so after the discussion we come out dengan tema blue+white+silver, so the decoration tak la serabut and sarat sangat, I tengok x’mas orang lain ikut suka letak warna ape2. I tambah sikit cotton utk nampak ala ala salji kat bawah x’mas tree tu. Then surrounding dia penuh dgn boxes hadiah.

3
Sekarang alhamdullilah, I dah sepenuhnya bertudung sejak Awal Tahun Baru hari tu, baru 9 hari, doakan I ye, perubahan baru I ni sampai guard pun notice, ye la brp kerat la Melayu dalam company tu out of 2000 staff dalam that building. Sure la diorg notice, lagi satu muka I ni rajin datang on Saturday nak avoid dari mailbox I pecah sementara nak tunggu hari Isnin nak masuk keja balik.

On the 7/12 ada yang ping I tanye about my new look , I just bagi smile icon je lah, tak kurang juga yang tertanya-tanya sebab musabab, pada I itu hidayah yang i terima, I memang dah ada niat untuk itu, tapi awalnya agak berat & kurang sedia, tapi masa tahun baru tu, masa siap-siap nk pegi keja I tergerak hati nak bertudung.

Sekarang ni i tgh sibuk nak upgrade I pnye skills in software & hardware computer, as add in as Care Support Speacialist, boleh la mintak tambah gaji, tapi agak pening jugak la sebabi bukan dari IT background, but luckily I cepat belajar, so far I dah resolve issue computer 20 cases/day since last 4 months. agak dah masak dengan process & ragam Dell computer ni.

I looking forward if I can go the Coaching team untuk Care process, sbb most tech support memang refer kat I untuk MWD & Refund issue. Kira master la (ape la, kat blog pun nak citer pasal keja)

I paling problem nak keja dengan i punya backend yang dari India Team, lain yang di suruh lain yang dibuat, kalau kita kata boleh, dia kata tak boleh, paling sakit kepala kalau kena con call dengan diorg. Pening!

Hehehe...harap2 tuan tanah dapat bernyawa lagi esok untuk update blog ye.

pic xmas tree nanti I upload + HRC penang event

CELEBRATION II

2010-12-11T17:09:00.008+08:00

me & husna

me & husna again

Bday boy & not bday boy (hijaz)

Its a small celebrations for Mr Farih, as he turn to 22 years old this year

on the Nov 30th, I'm so busy with my work as new tools coming in, so I just arrange it with Husna & Hijaz to celebrate his birthday, Nothing much just had a dinner & have a cake at the beach, macam acara wajib pula, bila sambut birthday mesti ada kek kan? but FMIL dah pesan kat Farih, kena baca yassin on his bday, pagi-pagi dia dah kena ceramah :)

Nothing much that i would say on his big day, just wish him a very healthy (hope dia besar sikit, so senang untuk dibuli oleh I, sekarang too thin kalau I nak pukul2 dia pun macam kesian hehehe :p)

wish him wealthy

wish him happiness

wish all his dream come true

May ALLAH bless him always

I Love you Forever & Ever

Hope this birthday brings more joy & luck to you!

1432 Hijra

2010-12-07T13:16:00.002+08:00

1432

Salam Maal Hijrah

Selamat Menyambut Tahun Baru.

Semoga Kerahmatan berpanjangan untuk kita semua.

Saturday Break

2010-11-06T14:47:00.003+08:00

Happy Diwali to all Indians

May the lights shine us all night & day long.

Nothing special on this weekend holiday as i'm busy wash my new house.

Most furniture will arrive on next week, nothing much that i can do other than washing & tidy up my wardrobe. I need to sorting the clothes to give out to charity house for selling or they can use it.

Hope the progress can be done before end november, tak sangka my cloths banyak sangat, no wonder la my mum always remind me don't buy any cloth bila jalan-jalan.

continue kemas rumah! daaaaa....happy weekend everyone :)

I Know I Know I Know

2010-11-03T11:31:00.005+08:00

This song by Tegan & Sara Quin

They're luvly twin. Most of their song is featured in Grey's Anatomy, Melrose Place, Ghost Whisperer & One Tree Hill series. Search in YouTube start hear them!

From hundreds of miles you cry like a baby

You plead with me, shout, scream, tell me I'm staying

I know I know I know, I'm still your love

Back from the last place that I wanted to fake you

Laugh with me, shout, scream now tell me you're staying

I know I know I know, you're still my love

The same as I love you, you'll always love me too

This love isn't good unless it's me and you

Box after box and you're still by my side

The weather is changing and breaking my stride

I know I know I know, it's just this day

House after house, just like car after car

You see club after club and it all seems so far

I know I know I know what else are we here for

The same as I love you, you'll always love me too

This love isn't good unless it's me and you

Stick your hands inside of my pockets

Keep them warm while I'm still here

Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all

Last night I was writing about you

I know my screaming and shouting won't keep you

I know I know I know, you're still my love

I wake up to the sound of you working

You're one room right over, stressing and loving me

I know I know I know, be still my love

The same as I love you, you'll always love me too

This love isn't good unless it's me and you

Stick your hands inside of my pockets

Keep them warm while I'm still here

Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all

Stick your heart inside of my chest

Keep it warm here while we rest

Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all

The same as I love you, you'll always love me too

This love isn't good unless it's me and you

Dusta is Officially END

2010-10-28T11:48:00.026+08:00

DUSTA officially end on last 17 October 2010

Thanks to all supporters, cast, crew, audience, friends, special thanks to Director Yusof Bakar a.k.a Pegawai Khalwat, my family and photographer, Mr Farih :)

After go through all 'though' training for almost 1 year & half, DUSTA ended with sweet memory!

I appreciate the hardworking, the cooperation, the spirit, the help, the comments and the most is the friendship that we experienced.

Last but not least, to those who are the 1st time joining theater, I hope that the 1st step that you step in will be the sweet memory ever.

I ever experience toughest part in this journey, I ever experience the sweetest part in this journey, meeting new peoples and see people said good bye to this industry.

Good Luck with the new journey!

Belanjawan 2011

2010-10-26T17:52:00.005+08:00

Salam Belanjawan…

Isu Belanjawan memang hangat diperkatakan sekarang ni, kalau terserempak dengan mana orang kat Malaysia ni semua memperkatakan isu yang sama, cuma kalau yang kurang baca paper atau jenis tak tengok berita, memang mereka tak akan cakap isu ni. Aku bukan cukup ilmu hendak bincangkan soal Belanjawan 2011, sebab aku bukan ilmuwan ekonomi, bukan juga kakitangan kerajaan yang elaunnya tak ditambah, bukan juga surirumah yang lakinya kerja kerajaan, tapi aku cuma rakyat Malaysia, yang lahirnya di Malaysia, belajar di Malaysia, tidur baring aku di Malaysia, kerja di Malaysia dan tidak terfikir lagi untuk berhijrah keluar dari Malaysia cuma tempat kerja aku kepunyaan Amerika!

Kalau aku komen tentang belanjawan yang dibentangkan oleh PM kita, nanti ada yang kata ‘engkau ni kaji sampai mana?’ ‘engkau tak bersyukur jadi rakyat Malaysia? Semua nak dapat, semua ada, senang! Tak mati kebulurun, ada rumah ada tempat tinggal’ ‘kerajaan bagi kau belajar university kerajaan’

Eh, eh…ada yang marah pulak, aku belum kata apa-apa lagi. Cepat melatah tu lah pe’el manusia sebahagiannya, tak kira bangsa atau ape pun. Aku melihat keseluruhan Belanjawan 2011 banyak menuju kearah dan mengheret Negara kita ke kancah perhutangan, jika Dana Negara yang sekarang ini hanya mampu RM165 Billion, sedangkan Belanjawan 2011 mensasarkan penggunaan RM213 Billion, mana wang baki itu akan kerajaan cari?

Peruntukan-peruntukan yang di wartakan oleh PM ada relevennya ada juga yang kurang relevennya. Tahukah kita kalau untuk menjadi Negara maju, perkara pertama yang harus dihapuskan oleh pemimpin adalah kemiskinan. Selagi tahap kemiskinan Negara masih lebih 30% kita masih belum mencapai tahap yang sepatutnya. This part some will say, blame yourself if you not rich or you are the beggar! Yes you are right, money not come from the sky, you need to struggle on yourself. But how this poverty happen, in some dictionary poverty happen because of wealthy people is exist - hahaha…its sound funny aite?

Let check out in this scenario

Calculate the monthly salary for the graduate, degree, executive live in KL, live in normal live no other side income (ni kalau ada yang pandai menjawab, ‘tu la, buat la bisnes online, tambah pendapatan, zaman sekarang kena buat 2 3 kerja barulah boleh hidup’…..hahaha)

Monthly income = RM2000 (assume, some might got lesser than that)

After EPF+SOCSO deduction the salary will be RM1750, then after that deduct the monthly paid, house rent (maybe room rent) RM250, then car (if got, might be kancil gift from parent, or buying 2^nd hand car) RM300, petrol use for 1 month usage RM 250, phone bill roughly around RM50 or top up RM30 a month, don’t forget your PTPTN nanti tak boleh keluar Negara or takut tidur malam mimpi PTPTN -RM100, Cost makan sebulan RM10 X 30 hari = RM300, Tol RM2X2X22 = RM88 ( kalau pegi keja kemudian balik keja dan tak keluar di hujung minggu) then emergency money RM200 ( in case ape ape jadi in the middle of month) as life is unpredictable so what is the balance, saving lagi (patutnya saving tolak awal-awal masa dapat gaji.

This is normal scenario of student Degree grad at age 24 and salary RM2000 is consider lucky for a certain people who have no luck on job search they might be end up with Sales assistant or cashier in supermarket with the salary might be less or more around RM1200.

At 1^st place, once graduate, most thing pop out in graduate ppl mind is, pay back PTPTN, might have a plan to get married, further study, have a car, have a house and tanggung parents, everything will looking back on the same thing and issue = MONEY.

For them to start life, if they want to made any personal loan, to start any business or any personal goal, they might be to pass thru all the term & condition, check on monthly salary whether pass or not, and the result might be can proceed or not.

to those who can't do personal loan might be do other way round, so its up to graduate to compare the decisions and start new life as real human likes your parents go thru before.

There is not much cost during our primary & secondary time as the fee still payable compared to other country, but towards to higher education, there is a lot of money needed on that time. We have PTPTN to support but then we still pay more as the interest is increase year by year, a lot of people refuse to pay because of that interest. As Malaysian people growing up I can see most of people aged 23 onwards is drown with debt. That’s why most people said that ‘ yang kaya semakin kaya, yang miskin bertambah miskin’

Compare Apple to Apple is simple words to express but is not simple thing do, every country have their own way to resolved their issue, dont compare our country to another country, their geography, their expenditure, their earning is just not same at all. Hasil bumi dan taraf hidup totally in different! some country who are the 'skulk' is getting paid! not like ours, other country their rental is per week not per month and some country they really proud when they have to pay the tax because they know what they are paying for. Like us is it we know the tax that we pay to who & why we have to pay the tax?

Maybe the transparency is needed. To me budget 2011, they should be give the attention to education part, to master students and more to research, as we know that negara kita sangat memerlukan penyelidik yang berbakat. Pengalaman aku semasa study, residence artist yg dtg bertandang datang dari negara lain, bila mahu buat meeting development masih juga dijemput warga negara lain untuk jadi pemerhati dan memberi buah fikiran, tetapi selepas pemerhati/residence artist pulang, wacana dari mereka satu pun tidak boleh pakai kerana mereka melihat dari sudut negara mereka bukan negara kita.

Dalam senarai budget itu aku agak tak faham dengan pembinaan 100 tingkat menara?ada sapa-sapa bleh explain?

I didn't blame PM for this Belanjawan 2011, some might be happy with it some might be not, most people have their reason why. Some people might be think is not reasonable, some thought it will brings more issue later.

To me, Malaysian just pray for our peace and let’s hope that our country become better and better.

Cameron Getaway

2010-10-06T09:15:00.024+08:00

with my bos yang kecik aje , Ms Danielle, Joo Khim, Hijaz & my Abi ~ Farih

at Lata Iskandar with Husna & Raja Nur Maryam

The girls at our apartment

the boys , Jacky, Hijaz, Aneet, Kim, Abi ~ Farih, Joo Khim, Jane's Husband & Phontip Husband.

The Place
On the way Back to Penang
The Ring with Flower
Smell the roses
Raja Nur Maryam, Yu Jin Jang, Me & Husna
The Roses
The Roses
The Place
Me
The Couple
The 'Storeberi'
Again!
The Ring with Flowers
Again & Again
Me with Sunflower

Again & Again!!!

This one might be the longest post that I ever made. As this is my first time ever went to Cameron Highlands. Our trip start at 5.30am, as we have to gather 5 cars with 24 peoples in the journey. We gather at Dell and after that head to Sg Perak for breakfast before continue to Simpang Pulai then straight away to Cameron. Our 1st visit is at Bharat Tea Shop around 10am, after that visit Bee Farm before check in at Park Land Hotel and had our lunch at Brichang area. I’m lucky because Farih know very well the Cameron area, we went to most place, Tanah Rata, Ringlet, all the tea plantation, Strawberry Plantation and the most part I enjoy is shopping. But I got reminder from Farih that I can shop more in their night market, because we can bargain. You can find very cheap strawberry there, lagi lambat datang lagi murah harga dia, imagine 1 box strawberry yg besar tu diorang bleh jual 6 kotak RM20, kalau dah masuk malam sikit, siap satu tray RM15, kami beli berkotak2, tapi tak sempat balik penang semua dah habis di makan kat hotel. yang paling I gilakan mestilah bunga-bunga segar, siap bwk balik ros biru, putih, oren, pink & merah, 3 jambak RM10 je. tapi ros biru mahal sikit dari warna yang lain tu. Sayur-sayuran memag murah, 10 bungkus RM10, mane nak dapat kat Tesco harga mcm tu kan? After shopping at the pasar malam, then we have to prepare the food for BBQ and games. The games was fun and the people so sporting. lepas kenyang...ape lagi aktiviti tidur la...hehehe, tidur pun lambat sebab kenyang sgt, tapi yang best sgt kat Cameron cuaca dia la..sejuk, lagi-lagi sekarang ni musim hujan. part yang best skali part bangun tidur pagi tu...memang best la, sebab pukul 7 masih lagi kabus, then bila bercakap tu mulut berasap-asap, lagi mase malam time BBQ tu. Esoknya lepas jam 4 petang baru pulang ke Penang, siap sempat singgah ke Lata Iskandar & Kuala kangsar sebelum sampai Penang. lepas penat jalan, kami singgah ke urut kaki refleksologi, memang ringan je kaki, lps tu boleh lompat-lompat and bergambar-gambar lagi. Sesungguhnya Team Building yang di taja oleh Dell ni memang berbaloi, bermula dari detik tu lah I dengan my team mate I bleh berbaik2 dengan Thailand & Korea staff. Actually my department ada 3 orang je, then ada banyak segment and region thats why nampak ramai je. My bos yang kecik tu, Danielle memang I salute la sebab dia boleh handle ramai orang dengan bermacam-macam pe'el. Ape pun Im waiting for next team building Q4 :)

sape-sape yang nk bercuti memang i recommend Cameron utk korang, selain murah & boleh tengok tempat yang cantik-cantik, cuaca sejuk, memang berbaloilah...

Dusta Family

2010-09-25T13:05:00.013+08:00

Pic Raya ( sebab masih dalam mood Raya)

The sisters photo :)

Diyana Aini

Nadya Aini

Huda Kirana

Soffy Kirana

Empat2 ni time amik gambar boleh la senyum2 bagai

The Cast

The Crew

REMINDER!!!

The show will be at

Penang Show (8, 9 & 10 Oct 2010) Audi P Ramlee

KL Show (16 & 17 Oct 2010) Panggung Bandaraya

To all Crews & Cast thanks for the support, and keep practice!

Wedding & Aman

2010-09-23T11:13:00.012+08:00

before acara melompat-lompat

The boys

The Couple

This is US

Me :)

Last Saturday I attending my friends wedding at USM, arrive at the ceremony on 1pm, after snap few photo with the Couple then go to Asraf (my colleague in Dell) as he have open house Sungai Petani,Kedah after that went to Alip ( Farih's friend) at Taiping, Perak then arrive at Future Parents in Law house at Changkat Jering, after that head to Opah's house at Padang Rengas then back to Penang at 5am as we have to send Hanip - Farih's friend to airport. What a busy day kan? within 2 days we have to be at 3 different state. Raya setahun sekali, ni lah peluang nak bersama rakan-rakan & keluarga. Sesi beramah mesra :)

Oh ya! on last 21st Sept adalah Hari Keamanan Sedunia, selamat menyambutnya...tapi aku masih tertanya-tanya, agak-agak hari tersebut semua tentera Israel simpan senjata kat rumah and bergurau senda dengan keluarga mereka tak? kalau tidak ...maknanya tak bermakna Hari Keamanan Sedunia tu di adakan - PBB sila jangan marah aku, sebab aku dah muak dengar cerita perang, kat Malaysia ni pun dah berjangkit, nak membunuh, nak tarik nyawa orang macam tarik nyawa ikan je!

Semoga Keamanan yg kita cari tu dapat kita rasai, aku harap, semua pun berharap!

Kembali Ber'DUSTA'

2010-09-17T11:43:00.004+08:00

copy dari Blog Pengarah - Arts for Life

Nampak gayanya penangan DUSTA memang menjadi!

Aku yakin, rakan produksi lain turut teruja untuk beraksi lagi, terima kasih pada Tuan Pengarah kerana beri kami peluang lagi.

Dusta akan menemui penonton di Penang dan Kuala Lumpur Oktober ini.

Harapnya sengatan kami lebih berbisa berbanding Dusta yang lepas-lepas.

Temui kami

8, 9 & 10 Oktober 2010

Jam 8.30 malam

Auditorium P Ramlee, Penang

Tiket RM5

*****************************************

16 & 17 Oktober 2010

Jam 8.30 Malam

Panggung Bandaraya, Kuala Lumpur

Selamat Berdusta!

Selamat Malaysia Raya!

2010-09-16T09:37:00.014+08:00

Selamat kembali bekerja!

Setelah puas berhari raya, makan kuih raya dan ketupat segala, marilah kembali bekerja untuk negara (dan diri sendiri) Minggu ni masih sibuk mengatur acara undangan perkahwinan, rumah terbuka, berkunjung ke rumah saudara mara di Utara pulak :) Penat tapi seronok!

Orang ni pelik kan? Ramai orang pelik yang kita tak jangka dalam dunia ni. Cuma Allah je yang tahu macamana sebenarnya.

Orang yang nampak baik tak semestinya dia betul-betul baik, ada yang nampak jahat tak semestinya dia betul-betul jahat. Hati masing-masing, sendiri jagalah kan. Sebab semua perkara bermula dari hati. Macam Kes Datuk Sosilawati, siapa sangka salah seorang suspek merupakan orang yang sangat baik based on feedback rakan-rakan beliau. Apapun semoga pihak polis dapat menyelesaikan perkara ini secepat mungkin, kepada keluarga yang terlibat, harap bersabar ,menempuh dugaan. Dunia sekarang macam-macam boleh jadi.

Ada juga orang yang masih tak Merdeka walaupun negara kita dah merdeka, ye lah masih takut dengan diri sendiri, orang yang takut dengan diri sendiri dan rasa tak 'secure' tu memang akan buat perkara-perkara yang memalukan diri sendiri yang dia sendiri tak sedar :)

Mungkin aku perlu beritahu yang bakal mak mentua aku cikgu macam mak dia, tapi bezanya bakal mak mentua aku kelulusan Degree dari Nottingham University, bakal suami aku pun duduk oversea dari kecik sebab ikut maknya yang sambung belajar, hurm atau aku perlu bagi tahu kat dia yang aku dengan bakal suaminya tu satu sekolah dan sama-sama anak peneroka ( cuma bakal suaminya tak mengaku anak felda, siap menipu segala -lagi hipokrit) dah lepas setahun pun masih takut-takut lagi? ingat aku 'ingin' sangat nk merampas balik jantan tak guna tu? bagi free untuk jadi khadam aku pun belum tentu aku mau!

Kesian dengan orang yang takut dengan bayang-bayang sendiri, rasa tak 'secure' sebab tu rasa perlu 'private' kan? (hahaha...ada orang jadi stalker tapi tak ngaku, kalau tak macamana dia tau kan apa yang aku tulis?) biasalah orang yang takut sebab buat salah, kalau tak buat salah buat apa nak risau, nak tukar-tukar link, nak private segala.

Selamat Sambung Kerja!

Selamat Hari Malaysia

Kun Kun Kun

Malaya Pak Ji Pun

Ji Pun Tung Kim Thui

Malaya Lawan Jepun!

Ki Chui Malaya Ki Chui!

Berapa kerat yang tahu sejarah pembentukan Malaysia? Berapa ramai yang tahu kenapa kita menyambut 16 Sept sebagai cuti umum?

Raya Oh Raya

2010-09-06T09:40:00.008+08:00

Raya last year ;) with nurul

with Intan

Our photo over & over again :)

Salam Aidilfitri,

I guess ramai yang dah pulang ke kampung halaman kan? I je yang masih di ofis, bekerja menyudahkan paper work sebelum bercuti selama 6 hari. My luggage dah ready semalam, baju raya confirm takde dalam tu, yang ada cuma kuih raya yang di pesan dari 'bakal Mak Mentua', Kuih Samperit dgn Tart nenas beliau memang terbaik lah! cair dimulut tau~

Baju raya? hahaha...dari kecik sampai besar I memang ada tukang jahit sendiri, tak payah susah, bagitau je nak warna ape, fesyen mcamane, nak letak manik-manik penuh dada ke? nk jahit berbiku-biku...semua my mum yang jahitkan, (mak I tukang jahit, sesungguhnya I tak perlu nak membazir duit nak membeli dan menempah baju raya). Tiap-tiap tahun mak ambil upah jahit baju, biasanya orang akan tempah utk se'family' termasuk la baju melayu lelaki.

I pandai menjahit tak? of course la pandai...darjah 6 dah belajar gunting kain, baju kurung pertama yang I jahit, masa saya tingkatan 3..ada sampai sekarang tau! siap jahit mata lalat kat leher tu :) cuma sekarang dah kurang sikit masa...tapi kalau dah kahwin nanti memang nk mintak kat bakal suami belikan mesin jahit. At least nanti bila ada masa boleh tajamkan balik skill menjahit tu.

my mum selalu pesan, walaupun jadi orang yang bekerjaya, kena tahu serba serbi...masak, menjahit, berkebun at least kita ada nilai tambah as a women, women with brain and skill, my mum really particular about that, as she have 4 daughters and she sacrifice her career when my 3rd sister was born. My mum also our teacher as she will provide at least 1 hour out of her busy day to teach us. Love u mum & thanks for everything :)

Rasanya persiapan raya dah complete, cuma duit raya untuk anak-anak buah je tak tukar lagi kat bank, pilihan saya tentulah Maybank. Esok dah siap buat appointment dengan Mr Chin, my Maybank Account Consultant.

Ucapan untuk semua

Salam Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Berhati-hati memandu di musim perayaan, ingatlah orang tersayang!

Sesungguhnya kepulangan anda amatlah dinanti.

my luv is countless

2010-09-03T16:21:00.004+08:00

150 juta by Fynn Jamal

Untuk kali keseratus lima puluh juta

Mereka tanyakan engkau soalan yang sama

"Eh kenapa kau masih lagi mahukan dia?"

"Apa kau buta, apa kau pura-pura suka"

Di seratus lima puluh juta kali itu

Di depan semua engkau tarik tangan aku

Yang sedang buat muka kosong tak ambil tahu

Sambil ketawa engkau bilang satu per satu

"Dia mungkin bengis seperti singa"

"Tapi dia nangis tonton cerita Korea"

"Dia mungkin keras bila bersuara"

"Tapi dia jelas, jujur apa adanya"

"Aku lagi kenal dia"

Dah lebih seratus lima puluh juta kali

Aku pesan padamu apa yang bakal jadi

Engkau dan aku ada mungkin tidak serasi

Engkau sangat manis, aku ini pula dawai besi

Di setiap seratus lima puluh jutanya

Aku pun dalam hati semacam tak percaya

Apa kau lihat pada aku jujurkan saja

Terus kau cubit dagu aku, sambil berkata

"Saya mungkin baran tak kira masa"

"Tapi saya tahan kalau yang salah saya"

"Saya mungkin saja keras kepala"

"Tapi saya manja bila kita berdua"

"Saya kenal sayang saya"

Buat apa dicerita

Bahagia kita rasa

Biar tak dipercaya

Peduli orang kata

Baju ronyok tak apa

Asal pakai selesa

Berkilau tak bermakna

Kalau hati tak ada

Aku lebih bengis dari sang naga

Tapi bisa nangis semata demi cinta

Suaraku keras tak berbahasa

Kerna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada

Aku mudah baran tidak semena

Mana boleh tahan angin cemburu buta

Dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala

Aku punya manja, kau saja boleh rasa

Rahsia kita berdua..

lagu ni memag dah lama, since 2009...memang dah gila lama, tp baru sekarang orang tgh gila-gilakan

Fynn, thanks for making this song for all of ppls!

kau memang dah buktikan lagu puisi bukan lagu pelik, teruskan perjuangan!

Merdeka & Others Celebration

2010-08-31T10:39:00.006+08:00

MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!

having supper & bday celebration

The cake

Evergreen Ramadhan buffet

my 2nd plate

MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!

Orang merdeka kat rumah, tapi I celebrate merdeka kat ofis, apa kes?

Have to accept, because my working time is different, so time orang cuti I tak cuti, time orang kerja I pun kena kerja jugak! haih~

To all Malaysian, happy celebrating Merdeka Day! I'm proud to be Malaysian, and I hope every single person who live in Malaysia, born in Malaysia, please pray for our harmony and peacefully!

MERDEKA!

Anyway, Happy Birthday to me, as I'm turn to 27 on last 26th August. Tahun ni tahun emas agaknya, sebab tahun ni I dapat hadiah gold je...hehehe, menandakan usia dah semakin matang (usia emas, erkkk?)

Ok Ok...continue kerja! nak balik cepat, lalalala......:)

From Taiping With Love

2010-08-25T13:46:00.006+08:00

we & us

nostalgic sungguh! ~ one of my favorite cartoon!

Actually, ada banyak benda nak story morry morning glory ;) tapi time too constraint till I'm not sure which one is better to story 1st.

Last week, memang dah janji nak upload pic 'soto' tapi x sempat nak ambil gambar soto, soto tu dah licin, sempat amik gambar bagedil yang belum siap di goreng je...yang lain memang x sempat, cadang nak buat soto tu kat my house, but the bf beria-ia nak ajak balik Taiping and the mum also sms me tanye bila nk berbuka sama-sama.

Jadi 'soto' dibuat di rumah 'family in future'. and luckily org perak yang tak pernah makan soto ni suka sgt2 :) Mak Su Farih siap mintak resepi, katanya raya ni bleh la buat utk jamu orang datang.

Happy Weekend

2010-08-13T16:43:00.004+08:00

Semua orang mesti seronok bile nak masuk hari jumaat kan?

kat ofis aku jadi satu trend which is everyone akan wish happy weekend, and send pic yang berkaitan dgn happy weekend :) refer to the pic above~

I plan nak masak untuk berbuka weekend ni, was thinking to cook Soto Ayam, sbb senang je nak masak semua tu, will cook more since the bf is available this weekend and send to few neighbors. I will make sure i buat x pedas as the bf x bleh makan pedas, nanti merah semua muka dia bila makan pedas..

Thanks to my sister Nadya Aini for sending me the bagedil recipe, tak lengkap la soto ayam kalau takde bagedil kan? later will update the photo k!

Then, this week nak shopping baju for interview. Kasut dah ada, btw da beli 3 months ago, masa sale ari tu. Was thinking to have green baju kurung, actually I got advise from Mr Roslee Mansur ~ Petronas Philharmonic Officer. He said I will look more confident with that color and will attract the panel, he said that based on my personality and aura. Thanks for his advise ;)

Wish Happy Weekend, have a great weekend and Happy Fasting Everyone!